Bad day

I told myself that I would update my blog this afternoon.But it seems like I could not. Was attacked by body ache and also headache the moment I wanted to wake up this morning.Damn pain ok??It feels like you was beaten up by 1xx people.So terrible feeling. Hardly able to wake up from bed..lol..Took some panadol and off to snooze again. Luckily, I am better now. I am able to work tomorrow. Though I no longer like the feeling of working there, but I still pity my collegues. Working all day for non stop. From morning till night. If I were to take MC tomorrow, I feel bad for them. So, I tried to make myself better and I made it.

Let's see what I have been up to during my semester break. Erm, most of the time I will be working and working  and still working. I do not know why I decided to work when other people like me are enjoying their time with family and friends..hanging out together, went for BBQ-ing and stuff. Ever since completing my SPM, I have been working non-stop whenever I have my semester break. When people ask what am I going to do during my semester break, I would answer them working. Here I am working until now whenever I have my breaks. Perhaps, I am too blinded with money and I thought earning money as much as I can brings me happiness that I can buy whatever things that I like. Until one day, I realise that my uni life is will not come back to me even after I earned alot. It is true indeed. How much can I earned through part times, and by considering how much I would have to spend during my lunch break and accommodation fees. It left me not much to save. So, I decided to stop working during my semester break from now on and enjoy it like other people do.Is it good or bad?

Updates updates

Hello people!!!

I know my blog is very dead now.No updates at all for the past few weeks I guess. I don't really have the time to update about my current situation. What I did was work, sleep, eat , work, sleep, eat and the cycle goes on everyday. Really hectic in my working schedule. At times, I do have the urge to resign immediately. I don't see any more plus points for me to continue working there. It seems like everything has changed over there. I do not know whether I am the one who change or the people there have changed. It's just different now and I don't like the feeling of working there anymore. It's just suck working there. The treatments are no longer the same like it used to be. Indirectly, it make me doesn't really want to care about those stuff and all I did was close one eye open one eye and continue my job another 2 weeks more. Please give me energy to go through this hard times.

Goodbye Finals..

It's been a week that I did not blog.Last week was very hectic. Video editing as you all know, plus, finals are just around the corner, and the additional one visiting my dad everyday.

Finally, finals are over now. Will be working back on Wednesday. I screwed up my papers.Shit!!!

Full reports coming up. Need do RCM proposal now..

I just can't

Spent my whole day editing my 20 seconds self ID. Very tiring. Was trying to adapt myself with Final Cut Pro software. Not to say tough nor easy. But once you master it, it will be very easy for you. Due to the long hour staying in the mac lab, freezing and stuff, I don't feel very well these few days. Having headache now. Perhaps, I need some medication very soon. Even when at first, I got into sis's car, I felt something that is not good. I started to feel dizzy. Once I reached home, I straight lie on the bed without changing. After awhile, I feel better and force myself to bath and change. I don't even feel like eating my dinner. So, I just drank some soup for dinner. Symptoms of falling sick??Please don't. This is not the right timing. I can't fall sick at this time. Daddy needs my moral support and exam is coming. I desperately need rest.

A Great Day

Today Yesterday was Saturday. Around 11am, we rushed out to Hospital Serdang, simply because daddy was suppose to admit to the hospital by 9am. He mistakenly saw it as 11am. When he knew about that, he quickly rushed us. Reached there around 11.40am, did his registration and stuff, off we went to his ward at the 6th floor.

Dad was suppose to undergo an operation on Monday but according to the latest news provided by the nurse and doctor there, the operation has been rescheduled to Thursday. It's like wtf? If you guys have planned to rescheduled it on Thursday, why do not make an initiative to give us a call and ask to delay the admission?? What is my daddy going to do there?Sleep all the time?My daddy is a person that cannot sit at place for long.

And because we will be having a birthday celebration at night, sis went to the nurse and asked if dad could readmit tomorrow or not since he is doing nothing there.So, the surgeon was given a call and after some basic check ups, daddy could go home. Readmit on Tuesday!Yahoo...

So, pictures now...during aunt's birthday.

Uncle and aunt with 3 young cousins (one head is chopped off from the picture..oppsss)

okay la..they are not cousins after all..they are my cousin bro's children..so yeah..they call me aunt..sounds so old right??that is why I call them cousins for short..wtf

add ons in the picture...my cousin sis with her daughter

the older ones

the younger ones..

2 young cousins with 3rd uncle..

It's my aunt's 74th birthday (celebrated in advance actually) today. Happy happy!! Catch up a lil' with cousins. A great dinner and family gathering!!!

Kidnapped??

Today reached Uni quite early la..hahha..earlier then Simon. Nothing special about today except for some stupid anonymous call to my beloved mum.Poor mummy that she so freaked out this afternoon.

Here the story begins. Around 3 something, I was in uni doin some editing work for my group's assignment. Then, Rachel and Lorraine text-ed me and asked similar question." Are u ok thr?" It sounded weird because they don't sms me in this way. I sense something wrong then I replied, "I'm ok. What happened?" The sisters said that there is one idiot girl trying to fool my mum and imitate one of our voice, saying that "she has been kidnapped". Duh....so free is it?Nothing to do is it, you damn bitch!!!

My frightened mummy then asked is it Lorraine. Then, the bitch said yes. So smart huh? Then, my mum silent, the bitch also become silent.hahahha. Damn funny la wei. Wanted to do prank calls but doesn't succeed. Wtf?

Anyway, those are the past already. A not very productive day for me.Sigh.

Sista's outing

Happy happy day. Wanted to become the good girl staying at home today because I don't plan to go to uni. Around 11.30am, sis called me up and asked whether want to go Times Square or not?At first, I am abit reluctant to go considering the time and distance that I have to traveled to meet her up. Yet, after some considerations and persuasion from her, I gave in (smacked me because I wanted to go also).hahaha..

Reached there around 2pm. With only 20 minutes of preparing myself, do not expect so much of me dressing appropriately. A tshirt and jeans and flip flops, there I go. Did not regret going out with sis though. Bought a belt and a cardigan. Will upload the pics soon, I hope.

Had a great sista's outing!!If you are reading this, thanks so much. Love u so much.Big warm kiss.. From ur lil' sis.

Saturday with family

Finally I had a peaceful Saturday with my family after all the hectic weekends with reports and assignments. Went out together for lunch then headed to Hotel Seri Petaling for this...

hahhahaha....

Mum and sistas bought a few, and me due to half  almost dried bank account, I went only for 1 tshirt. Itupun sponsored by big sista. Thanks sis!!!

I don't really remembered what I did today. All I know is to sleep all the time.Shit!!

And one more thing, my advisor was suppose to approve us so that we can register our subjects next semester but seems like she forgotten about it. I'm just afraid that I could not get what I want. How??

Production work is done!!!

My title above said it all.Yahoo!!!Very happy despite the sweats that we dropped, the hunger and the dehydration that we faced, the sunburn, the tiredness are all now paid. Results are pretty good.Completed as what we scheduled. 

In day 1, the team consists of me, Simon, Ruth, Vimal, Sunny, Joanne, Penny and Sher Maine with special help from San San and Z went to Taman Jaya for shooting. The day was burning and we end up getting sunburn after that day. We used to be very far and now...sad...tanned skin. It took us quite long to complete the shots at the lake. 

We bear with the hunger until 6 something. Then, we headed to Amcorp Mall for McD. It is not just for us to eat but also took some shots there. Don't think that we forget about working when we have food okay?? We called it a day around 9pm. Took lrt to Pasar Seni and I missed 21. Shit!!called back home and ask sis to fetch me from the nearest station, end up getting screwed upon getting into the car. Shall skipped that car because it pissed me.

The overview of the lake

Despite the sunny day, this sweet couple still find their way to picnic at the park..awwww...

Day 2 begun after asagohan-ing at SP Corner near PD Block. Then, headed to Section 17 for the accident shot. No pictures available because too busy with NG-ing. Very dangerous and our friend, Baby V got hurt. Hopefully he is okay by next week. Otherwise, we will be very guilty for that. Took many shots just for the accident. Wrapped up around 1pm then went for Japs class.

Day 3 which is today is great. Able to complete it by 3pm. Last shot for Eunice to show her emo-ing. Thanks to Sher Maine and her aunt for letting us to shoot.Thousands of thank you.

Joanne and yours truly.

Conclusion, everything is great!!(even though I don't help much)

Checked checked checked

It is the beginning of week 6 and this had marked that my broadcasting group is going out for shooting which is like another 12 hours to go??My Feeling??Excited + weird??hahaa..Don't know how I feel also.

So far, most of the things that I should is done.Now, let's check again.

1. FPPM (checked)
2. Oral Presentation and report (checked)
3. Sun Tzu (checked)
4. Graduated from Oral Comm class (checked also)   

Checked checked and checked. Yeepie!!Final exam's timetable is out for this semester. I have BC assignment submission on 11 Dec, Japanese exam on 12/12 and last paper on 14/12 for BC. Isn't that great??Yes!!My wish had been granted now to finish my exam asap.Then, I will have my long Christmas holidays.Cool!!!

Next year I will have my RCM and also the blood drive will be going on. Hopefully it is okay and runs well.

It will be a short post for today. More posts will be coming...

Emotional Imbalance

Shit!!!I am currently facing emotional imbalance.I can get angry easily without reasons..omg!!!!I can even scold people for nothing..

Week 5 ended

Okay..blame me for not updating my blog frequently. Hectic I would conclude. On Monday, I had an impromptu speech. Failed badly.No comment. Tuesday as waiting for the people to hand in their proposal. But looks like nobody actually give a damn about it. And I don't give a damn either because it is not my fault. Reminders had sent for a few times and I'm tired of reminding them again again and again.Amendments after amendments, yet still the same. Did not improve much.

Then on Wednesday, wore formal on that day. It is meant for RCM phototaking session.Teehee..for our uni's orientation booklet..Wee...my face is in there..wakaka..Pictures are all with Ryan, our photographer cum Campus Tour Manager. Thursday, I had my Japanese assignment presentation. We were assigned to make a scrapbook for kodomo (children in Japanese) and to make it as creative as possible. Presentation was not prepared at all. But, still went for it. Ours was like erm..speaking English more than Japanese.hahaha..By the way, the scrapbook is only completed the night before..^^Later ont he same day, was suppose to have Oral group Presentation. Waited and waited but Mr Selva suggested us to do it on next Monday because we seems to be very unprepared. According to him, this presentation is very important. One person is not fluent will affect all the others as this is a GROUP presentation. So, we decided to make it on next Monday. This means that I'm not officially graduated from the subject yet..aih..

Yesterday as in Friday handed in our bloody Sun Tzu. I finished my part the night before in 3 hours time. Geng le??muahahaha..Suppose to finish it last week but you know I'm the Delay Princess!!wakaka..

It's time to do FPPM now..signing off now..

Opppsss

will be back for blogging very soon..

Updates...

Another week had ended. Say goodbye to week 4 and hello to week 5. Mid terms were gone now. But unfortunately, assignments are all knocking the door by now. Impromptu speech on Monday, Japanese and also Oral comm presentations on Thursday, Sun Tzu on Friday. Next few weeks are reserved for MV production. Hectic hectic and hectic.

I haven't actually start my assignments yet and the due date is like when??It's next week, man. Tomorrow will be helping in CRSM Charity Carnival at Central Market from 10-2pm. Maybe can update some pictures about it.

By the way, saw a man made choo choo ~ ~train behind PC block. cute right??awesome...

Baby Ruth has new hair style!!!cute and pretty^^

Ta daa....

random shots during uni today..

I think that would be all for some updates for these few days. Need to put more effort on assignments now.

Bye.

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I skipped my Japanese lecture today. Felt so bad for it.hahaha..Things were rather weird today. Very curious of what is happening around me.

Another week had ended

A hectic but not very hectic day for me today. Woke up at 8.30am. So early right on a Sunday morning?Those who know me well will be thinking "Sure ar 8.30 wake up?"hahahaha..Because I don't wake up early in most of my Sundays. But I just did today. Went down for breakfast and continued my TVB Drama until the last episode. I only watched the last few episodes la but still manage to know what are the progress in the front ones. Thanks to some of my snack previews when sisters and mum are watching it.

In the afternoon, after sending mum to saloon, me and Lorraine went to IOI Mall. She wanted to pay her bill so off we went there. Left home after mum called that she is done. Picked mum up and go vegetarian lunch. The food there not bad actually and it's cheap!!! Too sleepy and off I snooze after went home till 6.30pm.

Then, my hectic time started from 8pm. Had to prepare the proposal for CSS Festival and send it to Yen. I should have do it by yesterday but what to do..I'm too lazy to start it. So end up tonight only want terhegeh- hegeh and complete it. Anyway, everything is done now. Sort of relief after battling with it for a few hours. Many amendments have been done. Different people have different styles to type it out. So I have to gather them up and do adjustments so that it look like one piece instead of 1 giraffe head with 3 bodies and 1 pair of elephant legs.

I read ruth's blog just now. Was very amazed with one of her post entitled fitting shoes...loose socks. Very inspirational to me.Thanks ruth!!!It did inspired me. Fyi, she really blogs alot. As in seriously alot. One day can post up to 3 to 4 posts also can.GENG!!!hahahahha..I think I should I go by now. Time for Sun Tzu assignment.ShITT!!!

To- do list is HIKING UP!!!!

As my title suggests, yea, my to-do list is getting longer and longer. A university student is a very exhausting job, seriously.

Let's see. Monday morning will be having a pre- Japanese test. I need to find numbers in Japanese and ensure that I memorise them. Willl be having a test also according to Rajan sensei. OMG!!!Test and test again.Hopefully I am able to go back home early on Monday after class.

Tuesday Japanese lecture and tutorial again. Got to wait until 3.30pm for my Broadcasting lecture. I think I will reach home around 9pm??

As for Wednesday, BC lecture and tutorial. Will learn more about editing using the Macintosh in uni. Abit complicated to me because I always forget things. Maybe will be meeting with Miss Punita for counselling session.Opps, I just remembered that BC mid term is on the same day.Haven't start reading up also.Shit!!

Oral Comm Mid term  and also Japanese MT on Thursday. Haven't  revise anything also. I am freaking lazy. How??

Fri is my due date for submitting Sun Tzi assignment to Vimal.No BC tutorial for the day, so great!!But does not make any difference to me because I still have to wake up early.Damn it.

To-do list

1. Storyboard

2. Revise Japs

3. Revise BC notes

4. Revise Oral Comm

5. Prepare Sun Tzi's recommendation

6.Prepare proposal for CSS Festival

7. Start getting helpers for Orientation next year

8. Brainstorming for Self ID video

9. Work on Japs assignment

10. Brainstorming for Oral Comm assignment

I think this is the list for me so far. I hope I do not have anything to add on because for this I already started to feel that 24 hours are not enough for me.

How can I get out from all these??I'm drowning...

Its Monday

Well well well. I just found out that my sis actually read my blog.hahaha..funny right?I never thought that she will  read my blog. I thought that she will be thinking "Neh, this crazy girl just blog about nonsense. I don't give a damn" that kind of thing. Abit of suprised of course at first. But when think twice, I put my blog's address in msn, so of course she will saw the address.

Anyway, it's not very important though. I had a great Monday actually. No torture by Rajan sensei to make us read. Instead of that, he was telling jokes about how Japanese people live. Housewives will be controlling their husband's pocket money. During their free time, they will just gossip about the latest drama or celebrities or maybe simply window shopping in the nearest mall. Sensei felt that Japanese men are very stupid for letting their wives to spend most of the money shopping while men will be busy working during the day. Hahahaha...so funny.

Had my hiragana and katakana test yesterday. It went well, no empty blanks left, that it means it is a good sign.Teehee^^..Today will be having this spelling test. Opppsss..and I am blogging now. Suppose to go for some revision but I'm just too lazy for it. Exhausted after completing the 5 page exercises from 8 pm till 11.30pm.Classes finished early today as in 12 pm only. Then, Ruth, Vimal, Simon, Anderson, and me went for lunch at the mamak stall. Then at 2pm, headed to IOI Mall with Vimal for some lepaking since nothing to do at home. Passed by MNG at bought a tank top from there. Hahahahah...Which girl don't get attracted when the word "SALE" is so big that you can't avoid to see it??hahaha...

Went to find Mr Ling after that for some early dinner. He had KFC, I can only watched him eat though I'm hungry because mum's cooked food are waiting for me that time. So decided to just look.hahhaha..

Guess what??I think I face some problems in my plan.wtf?

That's very bad for me.

2.11.09

Halo everyone!

Hmmm, when I was opening this white box, I was thinking I can write my first post for November!!Excited awhile but after looking at the time, excitements doomed. It has already past twelve so it means no 1.11.09 post. Instead of that, I will get 2.11.09 post.wtf?

Nevermind. No prize for me anyway if I have 1.11.09 post. I was typing this while waiting for Mr John Ling to finish his business in the loo. Yea..big business lor.Stomach pain wor.And now he is back online. Teehee.After settling his stuff and washing it down the pipe to the underground storage.haha..wtf.

Tomorrow  Today is Monday. I will have a Japanese lecture and an Oral Comm lecture in 7 hours and 30 minutes??Yet, I am not sleeping by now. Feel tired for my katakana. I did practice it la just abit tak masuk otak. What you want me to do?Burnt it into ashes and mix it with water??hahhaa..not working anyway.

I realise my camera has not been doing his job this few days. What I mean is, the owner of it, which is me did not on it to take beautiful pictures with it. So, I think I shall start snapping back again. Mun Yee is back in action!!woohoo...

The second thing is I feel like I should beautified my camera with some glitterings. What do you think??Should I or shouln't I??

The third thing is should I get an English name?Not Jessica of course. Sunny gave me this name. As in Jessica and James.lol..and my pet is meow.If you know what I meant, do you??

You don't?hahhaa...If I have the name Jessica, they will call me Jessica and James. James as in the fellow that I do not have any good comments about him. So, when these two names combine, it become the Team Rocket in Pokemon. So, that is why I will have a pet called meow.lol.If you can imagine this, I think you will be laughing till you roll on the floor, and at the same time, it is lame. Very lame. Nice try by Vimal.

Oh ya. I learnt something new from Z. Why angels can fly? Because they take life lightly. How far is the truth? It depends on your interpretation. For me, quite true.hahaha.I wanted to be like angels too in some way. It doesn't mean that I will simply kill myself for no reason lar, but to take problems lightly. When you are facing problems, it doesn't mean that you have to be stress for it. Don't think about the problems but to think how to solve them. Not everything is in your expectations, be flexible to it and the most important thing is you enjoy the process. Sounds very mature huh??wtf.

Signing off now. I don't want to have panda eyes eventhough I know I have it. wtf.

p/s: do you realise that i use alot of wtf in this post?i do not know why, i just cant control it.sorry for being rude.wtf.

Drowning Class

It's hallween today!!SpOOky spOOKy yo!!Supposingly join my TR colleagues to Sanctuary (if they followed initial plan), for some party over there. Anyway, if they were to change the place, it is not my business also la since I'm not going also.

Hahahaa...

Today, I woke up at 7.30am. Very unusual for me to wake up so early on a Saturday right??hahha..but I really did.Then I joined my sisters to go swimming at BJ. Reached there around like 9 until 11 something. OK, I think I should not use the term "swim" because I do not know how to. I should use "drowning" then.

Hahahaha....

Yet, I still very proud of myself so much today. At least, I moved from one point to another la and not just stay at one place though. Kudos to myself!!!Improvements...yea!!Shall go again if I have the time and a guide.  I tried for different styles now but then, failed!!Don't know how many times I ter-drink the water from the pool. Eeewwwww...Imagine people were like pee-ing, coughing, sneezing in the pool. Can't continue about that. lol.

But then, accidents do happen. Oppsss, not that kind of accidents la. I caught a flu after the swimming drowning session.wtf right?I was like omg.I just recoverd from flu a few days back and now come back again.Shit la!!!

After my lunch, I was too exhausted already. No stamina like that lo..Went off to snooze with a pack of chicken rice in my stomach which is still in the digestion process. What's the purpose of swimming??alamak..Waste my time when I gained back the fat after that.

Any parties to attend tonight??

ME emo-ing

Oppsssy doppssy...I went emo-ing today. I need to say sorry to all my besties  for my kiddo, childish, unreasonable behaviours. And also thank you so much to all of you that keep me accompanied through out the day. Appreciate it alot.The jokes really entertained me..seriously..haha!!^^*Mwah*

Weekends with Hiragana

So far I think my biggest accomplishment is get to remember all hiragana words. Bear in mind that I only remember them in sequence and not in random. I can recall all most of it but will be very slow. It takes some time for me to actually remember all of them. I wished it is just in my finger tips like Maggie does. I spent my whole Sunday with Hiragana. Basically the whole day. Yes, it is and the end result is I get to write and remember them in sequence and also headache. I hate headaches.Seriously.

When I master Hiragana, I was thinking to myself, when I did not start to learn it earlier. As in maybe on the first few days of learning it, so that I wont get stuck with it for so long.Only until the end of the week, I made myself to learn the language.Why??Blame it on myself for procrastinating again always. Hiragana is kind of easy I think. I believe tougher stages are waiting for me.Oh my gosh!!Tougher stages means more headaches.I don't want that to happen.

Let's forget about it temporarily. Yesterday I woke up at 1.41pm. Exactly that minute when I saw my phone.I was like oppppssss, shity. I was suppose to wake up earlier but mana tau too tired already snooze until so late in the afternoon. Then, late evening followed mummy and Rachel to UKM, visit my darling Lorraine. As usual, complaints about everything were heard. Normal routine for her, I guess. At around 6 something, went off to Mid Valley for some window shopping. Rachel brought home some yogurts. Walked aimlessly because I do not have anything to buy plus, I'm bored with MV. Too much of MV when I was working there last 2 weeks. Suprisingly, TR was full house. Saw a family standing outside TR reserving a table for them. I meant isn't that normal for a Saturday night? Ekyn, Datin and Helyn were the hostess of the night. "I am so sorry, sir/ madam. We are currently in full house right now. Do you mind putting down your name and your contact number so that we can call you asap when we have a table for you?" Yea.that's the normal speech I used when handling the full house situation.Those days are so much fun compared to now. Longer list and more challenges ahead us. Full house until 9.45pm. Can you imagine it? And now, when the clock struck 9pm, no more waiting list for us. Everything starts to slow down.

Halloween is coming. It is end of this month. Yahoo!!!Trick or treats...

Time for me to sign off.It's getting late...

New and Old

I don't feel very well these few days. I catch a cold and was having sore throat starting from the last few days. Luckily, sore throat is gone. I think it started on Sunday evening after I was treated with a fish and chips meal at working place, TR.It was so called my last day working there eventhough I go back there to work every semester break. I should called it as my last day of working for this semester break.hahaha..My very kind kitchen manager, Jack (we have a few managers in the restaurant as in General Manager, Restaurant Manager, Assistant RM, Kitchen Manager, Assistant KM and also Supervisor) treated me a shrimp pasta.My two other colleagues joined me for the short lunch with the add on fish and chips. Yea. That is why I had sore throat. Mr BF doesn't allow me  to have chocolates at this moment as I am just recovering from it. So, the brilliant me  followed ignored him and bought Cadbury yesterday with Ruth and Maggie in Cold Storage. I was having it before the broadcasting lecture class started. I'm not sure whether the chocolates or the assignments made me feel hot and cold at the same time. I started gasping for air and feels a heavy headache going on in me. I even asked Vimal and Ruth to check on me whether I am really having fever. They said nope but I still feel the temperature rising in my body. Anyway, talking about chocolates, I am indulging myself in Rocky with chocolate flavour now while blogging. Hope Mr BF doesn't sees this or else I will be dead.hahaha...

This is the new block, the PH building where I will be having Japs class with the rest in this building. Previously, I don't hang around there because it is way too far and by the way, there is a library here. So, when you are there, you can't make much noise. Conclusion, not listed in the hang out place.

Next few weeks, everyone will be very busy completing assignments. I have to admit that this semester's subject is a lil' bit crazy. Shooting MVs is very tough for me. I do not know how to edit videos and stuff like that. Just called me tech dummies. Completing the syllabus in 7 weeks which is meant for 14 weeks is a hard time. I hate short semesters.It is like you don't have much time to breath. I hardly able to rest enough. Start work in noon and finished working at 9++. All you wished to do after the tired day is to rest. Other thing you wont give a damn to it. Work, lunch, sleep, work, lunch, sleep...the cycles goes on everyday. And now I have to force myself to work harder in studies so that I will get better results this semester.Hopefully... 

Everyone knows that starting from our batch, UTARians get to choose which time slot they want to attend classes. To me, it is good. But, there is always a but all the time. The good thing is you get to fit other activities into your daily schedule. You wont feel that you get tied up in fix timetable. The bad thing is things changed. You no longer get to hang around with all the classmates and coursemates that you used to do during the first semester. You only meet them when you finished your class and when they are entering their class. Big group going for mamak session after class has gone. Isn't that a very sad thing?Anyways, you will still see a light in the darkness. You have closer bonds to friends around you. Ruth, Maggie, Vimal, Simon, Sunny, Chelsea...Feel so happy to be with them.

I think I should sign off now. Assignments are waiting for me. I totally forgot about my Japanese language. Sorry Rajan Sensei.

Am I losing her?

Everything went well today except for some stuff. Today's working day isn't as great as usual. But it is all okay since I will be having my last day tomorrow. Just now I was browsing Friendster for no reason. And I found that she as in Nicole has new profile picture. So, there I went after some clicks and she has some new pictures uploaded. That shows that she is living great and has a happy life. For some reasons during our period of renting a room in PJ, we faced some unpredictable situation which somehow ruined our friendship. From that time onwards, we are sort of disconnected and lost contact, no longer sms-ing or chatting on msn. I'm not sure whether she is busy or what but she seems to be not interested in the friendship anymore. Am I losing her? She walks her own way and I have mine.I just missed those moments so much that we used to share and talk about during our foundation time.Climbing across the grill to reach the balcony and hear her talking about her problems until she cried. Family, friends and boyfriends. She felt so sad that I would gave her hugs to keep her warm and feel better. I would help her with her assignments and tutorials. Wake her up if she was late for class. Having maggi cup noodles and walking to night market to get our dinner. Sadly, I do not have pictures that we took together. Those moments we became prefects together, went for recess together, 38-ing (busy body-ing around as in English) and playing basketball together for competition and training. I wish these had not end so soon. I wish we are still experiencing those moments. I wish we are still contacting each other now. How great.

It is great to see her smiling happily in those pictures. I sincerely wished that you had a great time in life eventhough I know you will not be reading this. It hurts me deeper when every time I think of what had happened before and what happened to us now. I hope yo are doing good in Sungai Long. I cherished all the moments when I'm with you.Take care gal.

all mixed up

It will be a long post today since I decided to combine many recent activities in one post. I hope I can make it though. Hopefully I don't feel sleepy so early because I wanted to blog about it so badly, but I just can't. Well, working in shifts are very tiring. by the time I reach home is around 11pm. And I get very tired and sleepy after all day long. Anyways, I should cut the crap and start serious blogging about the activities.

The first one will be about the latest one which is the day before yesterday as in Thursday. Baby and I went to  have some little shopping in IOI Mall for some stationeries in Popular before settled down in Kenny Rorger's to have our lunch. We had some difficulties in deciding where to eat actually. There are many restaurants there but we just could not decide properly and we ended up walking round and round the mall, up and down.

This is my boyfriend..lol (please excuse his unwilling face)hahaha

Giving his weird face while I have the perfect pose

My latest picture!!!

I realize I did not chamwhore for quite a while though.Anyways, that lunch is actually an early celebration for baby's birthday. Will celebrate with him again, I mean in official way on Sunday. His birthday is on 17 Oct, yea, I know, it's Deepavali. The worst part is I have to work on that particular day. That makes me cant  celebrate with him. I hope he is okay with it. I know he will understands me.

I am so sorry, baby for not being able to celebrate your birthday with you this year!!So sorry!!!Love you so much!!!

The event below is about the day after we had our final exam for the first semester. Me, Simon, Ruth and Vimal, and Joey went to Mid Valley for some hang out. It was a very random shopping day. Joey went home earlier because she felt sleepy and wanted to go home early. So, she went off alone to the KTM station while the four of us went to jalan jalan. When we were in the FOS, Alvin msged me and said will be joining us awhile.Of course can la..haha..Then off we went to Toy R' Us. Many fun and lol pictures were taken. Among the best are these

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In my kid's ninja hat

Alvin with his the baby poster that he claimed the baby looked like him...lol

Cute right??hahaha

Look at him..alamak..case la

Vimal wanted to be a girl..opppssss

That day we had great laugh. Well, you know after all the exams and sleepless nights and finally after the exam, you feel so great that you had accomplished it.I just love to hang out with you guys. You should know who I meant, hahahaha!!!!Love you guys so much!!!

Well, there should be another post to blog but I do not know whether I should blog about it or not. Once I had clarified the matter then I will post the pictures up. Stay tuned!!!

Boring...

So sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time. I sent my baby com to service, yea, that's why. Well, I am currently busy working. Most of the time I finish my work at 9pm++ and by the time I reach home, I'm too exhausted to blog. Everything is fine except for a few encounters with some very demanding guests. I can't do anything of course except for some scoldings behind their back. Haha..which is very funny at times. Today's business, I mean on Saturday since now already past midnight, was rather slow. Very slow to be precise. Therefore, it made my day very dull and boring. Nothing to do what.So sad. wtf right?Anyways, it had ended now and there is no point talking about it anymore. Will update some pictures by tomorrow, hopefully.

IM BACK!!!!

Hey hey,

Finally my baby computer is back with me now after staying overnight at baby's house for a couple of days. So, that means I will be back online-ing very soon. Not today because very tired and I still have to work later at 12pm. So, I have to take some sleep then only got energy to back in action.Yahoo!!Will update about some events which were very very long time ago. I know it's already history but I will still upload some pictures.

Got to go for now.

I will be back!!

Hi there,

I was suppose to update about some outings with friends.But I could not manage to update it so soon because I'm currently working + the internet connection has some problems that make me unable to upload it. Will be back very soon.

Thanks

This few days I don't really take care of my face. Maybe it's because I am too busy with my exams and stuff so I ignore my pretty face. Actually, not too busy though, I am just too lazy to deal with my face. All I do with my extra time is sleep. I am the sleeping beauty, yeah.wth? I am having PMS.shit!!!!Pimples all over my face.It is so obvious la..How am I gonna face all my friends?sob...

Today is my final paper.MMS!!!yahoo...finally it's gona over very soon. About 10 more hours to go. I considered myself finish reading my notes so here I am, blogging. Not much to blog actually. Because today is just another boring, dull day that I always experienced. Tomorrow right after exam will be heading somewhere which is yet to decide with Ruth, Vimal and maybe some other friends who want to join us. Initial plan is to go shopping in Mid Valley. Since we are not going to clubbing on Wednesday, Vimal said he has nothing to buy then. How could that be happening? What is wrong with all our plans that we planned earlier? But nevermind, see who is in the group. Sure got something on tomorrow.hahaha...That's for sure. We wont waste our time just like that!!Isn't that very cool??

Don't worry. If any pictures taken tomorrow, I will blog about it.
Bye for now. Need to sleep...

It's me and him

I realise something which is very important for me and him. Need to do some check list:

1. Have been a long time that we both don't really go for a real date
2. Have been a long time that we both don't spend a very long time sms-ing like we used to do
3. Have been a long time that we both don't spend a long time chatting online
4. Have been a long time that we both did not fight
5. Have been a long time that I did not present him a really special gift
6. Have been a long time that I did not tell him how much I love him
7. Have been a long time that I don't get bullied by him (I am the one who bullied him all the time)
8. Have been a long time that I don't take crazy pictures with him
9. Have been a long time that we did not wear our couple tee


What should I do??gosh.*smack forehead

Gatherings

I was suppose to sleep by now but I am blogging here. Well, too excited about what I heard today and I do not want the stories to dissappear in my mind so I decided to blog about it.

Yesterday..yeah yesterday because it had passed 12 am, I went to 4 Malay friends' house for some raya celebrations. It is great to see them back again after so long. It has been about 2 years since we graduated from high school, we do not really see each other. Everyone now is busy studying and some are working. All sorts of institutions ranging from polytechnics, colleges and also universities. Updated with some recent news about them and people around is a good topic.

Then, at 3pm, I left earlier to IOI Mall to meet up with another bunch of friends. They are my high school friends too.This time is with a few Chinese friends at Old Town. Some unpredicted happenings had happened recently. Frankly speaking, I do not believe my ears actually but, yet I still had to accept the fact that my friend's sister had actually went through a bro-sis love relationship with my junior.YES!!My junior.And fyi, their age gap is abut 4 or 5 years.Unbelievable. It is not that I want to criticized or what, as I know the guy, he is a lil' childish to be said. And sometimes not mature enough for his age. As for the girl, hmmm, let's see. She is a lil' bit too rush in deciding things. And do not know why, according to her sister, she likes to date younger men ever since she started dating. Well, as predicted the relationship ended after a few months.

Now, is the happy news, Yeapie!! 2 of my girlfriends are somehow attached to some guys they knew. Here, it doesn't mean that they have a few guys with them. It means there is only 1 guy somehow attached to each of them. So happy for them. Because they don't seems to be interested in the dating topic when we were in high school. They seldom talk about this and they said they do not want to think about it. Like what I said, semua sudah maju. hahaha... 1 of them in a courtship process and another 1 in the sort of duno what to do stage. He is waiting for the girl to make the first move and the girl is waiting for the guy to move. So cute right? All the courtships are so sweet. Wish them all the best!!!

That's a brief one for today. Have to sleep now. Oh ya, it is my last paper for the first sem in year 1 degree. Feel so good about that!!

Signing off now.

Alvin, the bestie

It's Saturday.There starts my so called holiday though I have to celebrate it with my books. By the way, Selamat Hari Raya!!!3 subjects are down now which means only left 2 more.yahoo!!I'm lovin' it!!Advertising and Comm Eng are done. May not be the perfect ones but I have done my best during the exam. Studying consumes alot of energy.It makes me very tired and sleepy all the time. That is why I always need a good rest.

Days right after the exam have been fully scheduled for many activities that I do not attempt before. Excited and afraid at the same time. The feeling of afraid is because I have never been there before. Very strange to that place. Soon, the chipmunk Alvin Tan Kai Ming will be leaving UTAR very soon.He will off to Singapore to pursue his architecture next month. Well, it's very sad though to hear him saying he will be leaving. But at the same time, I will support him to continue his studies in Singapore.

I don't denied that he have been a very good friend to me. From the foundation studies in TB1, TB6 and now though you in the different class from me, and we have interacted lesser lesser and lesser, I have learnt a lot from you. Semester one during our foundation year, you are leading us for the art gallery. You went through many obstacles to ensure that the event goes smoothly all the time. You guide me towards the light whenever I faced failure. There is something that I would like to tell you after so long...Thank you so much, Alvin.

From an empty lecture class to be an artificial art gallery, our hardwork and effort paid off very well even until 3am preparing the hall.

The moments during the art gallery.

We miss Miss Lilian so much!!!

I realised I only have this blur picture with you Alvin, I'm sorry.

Your atworks...Excalibur

 Masterpieces by Emily

Nerd looks

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led by Alvin...^^

 All these happened in semester one foundation

Brightout to the future, our singer Javin!!!

We are always the best ones!!!

And of course our very own Prom Night - Ever Lasting Sentiment

For this event, there were no pictures available due to our very busy duties. But, it still fresh in my mind. We organised it.

Day by day, we made through the foundation year and now it is the time to talk about the degree year.

We have this activity...went sing k with Sunny and Vimal at red box Gardens.

Sing k moments are just so fun that you would not want it to reach the end.

        Your chamwhore in the bus on the way to zoo negara

Stepping on ZN ground

Alvin and Ernst

Every moments here in PJ had made you to be a wiser man. Of course, there will happy, proud, sad, heart aching, embarrassments,  and also laughters moments which happened. But when you actually recalled it back, you will feel that all the time you went through is worth it. It is just another chapter of your life. Based on all these chapters, they help you in a way, to guide you to live better and happily another time.

Every sad moments that happened, there will always the happy moments that follows. Do not regret with what you have done but, look in front and continue your journey towards your goal. There is no turning back anymore. Be strong in whatever tough times you might encounter in the future because I believe that you can get over it!!I have faith in you.

All the best!!!I will surely miss you when you are not around our campus.