Monday, January 23, 2012

Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Hello!!
First of all...Happy Chinese New Year!
May everyone have a great dragon year ahead blessed with health, happiness and wealth!!
Today is the first day of Chinese New Year and endless of wishes and messages are being sent to almost everyone I knew
I'm glad that I am part of it *wink wink*
Well, sadly I am still in KL and most of my friends are in their respective hometowns already
And they are sharing their stories with me right now about how the kampung mood that they are having
Make me felt so jealous right now
Because I am seriously desperately in need of a kampung feel that can enhance my CNY mood
Well, it only happens once in a year right?
I just can't wait to go back to Kampar tomorrow!!
I know this may be the first time ever that I said that
I hope it's not too late for that
Because I'm so sick of being a KL girl and yet I know nothing about Chinese traditions
And most important, celebrate Chinese New Year like a true Chinese.
All I had for the past years were just simplified versions of it
And if I were given an opportunity, I would like to celebrate for at least once in a true festive mood and more CNY mood and more CNY environment.
Please help me to make my dream come true!
Anyway, received 2 big angpows from the parents just now.
When the clock struck 12am, I quickly ran down to wish my parents "Gong Hei Fatt Choi" 
and gave them a big hug
And there goes my angpow on my hands..Teehhee...
Will post pictures when I have my whole collections of it XD
Will be slightly busy during the day time
Will try to update more on the blog when I have time
Gong Hei Fatt Choi!!

Lots of love,
Mandy

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Final Chapter

16th Jan 2012 marked the first day of my final semester in UTAR Broadcasting
As usual, assignments will bombard-ed straight right to our faces
5 last subjects  to kill and then I will graduate in the middle of the year
Since it's CNY and it's the first week of the semester, usually all tutorials won't be held
So, I am pretty free I would say
Classes starts as early as 8 am and I would be able to finish my classes around noon
Except for certain days which I will have class until 4.30pm
Say Goodbye to clear highways and hello to traffic jams!
Assignments are getting tougher but unfortunately, I do not have the full focus to start off with the assignments
Shall not mention about starting them
I don't feel like reading the instructions
I am superbly lazy..GOSH!!
Heading off to Pyramid tomorrow for a movie date with a friend
Hopefully after that I will be hardworking back and start off my research
Because the subjects are tough to score
Got to put more effort in it!
Got to go now..Will be back for more updates : )

Thursday, January 12, 2012

12.01.12




Hello!I'm back to blogging...


This is the recent me. I know I'm getting chubbier
I'm trying my very best to slim back :(
Probably is my period time that results with the bloated tummy
Had been working for the past two days
Did not manage to sleep well the night before because the first job I had to work the whole day
Only managed to rest at 1.30am
And the second job I have to reach Concorde Hotel at freaking 8am
I have to be awake and leave Bukit Jalil station by 6.30am
I only get to rest for about 5 hours and not even a solid 5 hours
Why?Because I'm too worried that I will be late for the Dell's job :(
With my sleepy face, I board the train and reach Concorde at 7.50am. Thank God I wasn't late
I thought Desmond would be mad at me but I realise that he is very fun to talk with
He's a very friendly person and able to chat anything with
Also feel very blessed that the clients are very friendly too
Everything went smoothly and they  make my job more fun
Thank you very much to all!
Met up with 6 pretty girls in "Car of the Year Award 2011"
But did not talk much to them
One is because they are always among them and two, I felt so low confidence when with them
Because they are so gorgeous and me .... Sigh 
So much differences between me and them
Shall pamper myself with more beauty products
Looking for sponsors...anyone??
Teehee... :-P

Sunday, January 8, 2012

: )

My second last Sunday before the semester starts is going to an end.
Crap...
Had a shopping day with second sister in Pyramid today
Product of the shopping day?
A pair of Levi's jeans and 3 undies LOL
Don't know what to buy else
So that's the only things for me
: )
Not much of shopping urge
Perhaps another or two casual dresses then I will be done for the CNY shopping
I don't need heels so many
Another flats perhaps?
Let's see if I have more cash or some sponsorship :D
Tomorrow is another brand new day
Maybe I shall decorate my house if I am not heading out for shopping in Times Square
Is casual dress available in TS and suits my taste??
Got to work on Tuesday and it's time to earn some cash back
Bless me for that because I don't really know the place
But boyfie said he can come fetch me after work
Awww..so sweet of him : )
Since he is always the driver for me, maybe I shall pamper him something
What to get him ya?

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Reminder

This post is to boyfie,

I'm not sure whether you are reading this or not, but I guess tak de kut. Please don't feed me with supper anymore. I'm too fat already!!Arghhh..nanti pakai jeans tak cantik already. T.T

Sincerely,
Your Dear.

B.O.R.E.D.O.M

I am extremely bored. OMG.
It's just another week that the final semester of my uni life will starts.
So what should I do next week so that I don't feel wasted?
*Wondering*
Shopping?Sleeping?Clubbing?Drinking?
Hahahahaa...
Too much of thinking...
LOL
Alcoholic not good for body, 
Shopping pulak no money yet...
*Smack forehead*
Apa mau buat??
Help me...
And it's freaking hot in my house...
I don't want to stay at home either
Keluar rumah mesti spend money
Sigh

By the way, don't have to worry about what I've posted before. 
I may be a little angry during that time,but usually I will feel good after a sleep over.
That's a usual me...
Thanks for concerning about me baby Ruth :)
*Hearts you*
Ohh, boyfie will get the smartphone for me soon but I might have to wait for it probably after CNY because Samsung factory ran out of stock for my dream phone
Well, at least I knew that he did not forget what he promised me <3
Everything is getting better now
It's because I had a very different mindset right now
You might think that I will be thinking too far but I personally think it's not
Look, I'm basically 22 right now
And I wanted to get married before 30, roughly about 27-29
I'm basically left with 5 -7 years...
It's less than a decade and I'm going to get married
Time flies very fast, trust me.
And you know once you need to get married alot of expenses needed to pay
Things get worse when a baby is on his/ her way out
You got to plan so so so much for them
Because of all these, when parents don't have the sufficient money for it
Life will be very tough then
So, in order to prevent all these from happening,
I don't mind sacrificing whatever holidays for a better future
All I got to do is ensure that all my sacrifices are worth it.
I did not say holidays are not good nor wasting
It could be done when we have extra budget for it
When we have extra budget, then we could spend happier with no worries
Why I said all these is because the other I followed Rachel to my cousin sister's house
One is preggie and one is a mother of two
So, most of their topics are usually what they had to prepare for the new born and etc etc
The list is countless, man
From there, I have a new perspective in life
Instead of demanding for more, why don't I treasure whatever I could afford first because married life is gona be very tough
Holidays for now tak pe la...
I can go when I have better financial stability : )
Cheers~ ~ ~

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

A lazy day

Oh no, Oh shit OMG!
I did nothing benificial today!!
Except for driving the Highness and meet up with my sis
And the rest is left with nap, and sync-ing the ipod shufffle
What a great day to end...
I'm such a lazy pig
Call me a lazy pig please
I still want to go for shopping but no money yet
How to do shopping like that?
How?how?How?
Hopefully I will be hardworking tomorrow to clean my working table 
and do some minor spring cleaning since CNY is approaching
Speaking about CNY
Where to head during the holidays?
Dad said might be heading back to Kampar for one day
One day only??
I don't want my CNY to be one day only...
Tell me what to do
Will I be able to go on a trip with boyfie?
Let's pray...

Hard time

I just got back from my yum char session with boyfie and kit. As usual, they will be talking about car-related stuff but this time is a lil' different than usual. They are talking about Bill Gates and whatever possessions that he has. What the fuck are you trying to figure out how much he would spend in one day and trying to calculate how much one day a person can burn his money?Does that really matters to you? If it is, then go ahead with it and figure out. Waste more time on it then. Why don't you use the time to think and figure out how much should you earn in a year?Isn't that more beneficial?

All these made me think back, instead of figuring out people's matter, can you actually fulfill my wishes and your promises? I do not want to state what promises you made and it clearly shows that you are not fulfilling it yet. Even it is after years promises had been made. Renewals have been done several times and the foolish me accept it and thought you would really able to surprise me and looks like again I am being disappointed. 

I may not need you to get me something big or expensive. Would a short trip with me really that time consuming?And everytime I made a request to have a short trip, it's either you would say you can't take long holidays or you are out of budget. I'm seriously sick of all those reasons. Can you give me better reasons in the future?

There are several times before that I am really not satisfied with you and everytime I try to comfort myself by thinking on your shoes. You are great, man. You never fail to make me cry everytime I think about what you had done for me throughout these years. It's very sad to tell my love story out. 

I do not blame you if you said you can't have trip with me because I'm still schooling but I am already grown up  now, I'm in the uni and you are working. What is it so hard to go for a trip? Out of budget all the time? Can't take holidays? The company won't be able to function without you? Tell me about it.

You promised me to get me a smartphone. I did not request for it. When you popped the question up, I am really happy that you offered me. I did felt happy. You postpone it for the first time, and I believe you that you will be able to make it the next time. Is alright for me at that time until you renewed you promise that God knows how many times of it and yet promise remains as a promise. I felt very disappointed until the extend of forgetting about the promise you made and go on with my life. And then you ignite it back and gave me a new choice between two models. And again, I am fucking happy and I really believe that my dream will come true soon. At first, I really thought I do not want to burden you with the amount and you tell me it is fine because you already promised earlier and you have allocated money for it. It's new year already and I thought my dream of having a smartphone become reality until the day I texted you my choice of phone. You replied you are out of budget again. Then what the fuck are you promising me earlier? Is that how you treat me? Playing roller-coaster is it?Was is it fun to you?

I do not expect returns from you but truly deeply thinking back how did we celebrated our anniversaries together?Birthdays?Occasions? I really did not expect much from you but at least, a fucking at least, wishes me sincerely and show me that you really care and love me.A card at least or perhaps spend more quality time with me!!Instead of just meet up and at most movie and dinner and then we are back home. What the fuck!!! I need more than that. All that are plain stupid alright? I am not saying that you are not good but would it harm you if you show me more love and care so that I can feel that I am being appreciated? Love and care don't need money to buy, all you got to do is show me with your sincere heart. I am just another simple girl who loves to be pampered and showered with love and gifts.

You have been working for quite some time and I did not interupt your job problems because I know you can handle them. You mentioned about how you don't like your job and what the fuck are you still there for?And years of working you don't have budget for short trip?And what the fuck are you being a hero for purchasing the Regza in your fucking room? As if you are fucking free at night and would stay home to watch it. 

I think on your shoes all the time and would you think for me for once??

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

My lil' wish list

While waiting boyfie to fetch me, I decided to blog a lil'. 
I had a sudden crave to go for movies and also road trips!!
LOL.
I know it's very normal for some of you.
But for me, road trips are very rare to me.
So sad kan?
Wanted to ajak friends go movie today
But I'm too lazy to move and plus, friends are not available.
So just stayed home and rest.
I literally took my long nap from duno what time till 6pm
OMG
I'm such a pig, man.
Call me a pig please.
Yes, I do admit that.
I wish to go for road trips.
I'm serious about that actually.
I have been longing for one don't know from when till now 
And I haven't been to one which I really enjoyed
Road trips...can I minus the hot weather and add on more delicious food to the list?
But...but...
I haven't gain back my original voice
until now okay?FML man
It's been a week + and I've been such a good girl for taking all my medicines
and I'm not 100% recover...
HOW?
I want to go for road trips!!!
Desperately...
Boyfie is on his way.Got to go now..
Will come back to blog later if I still have something in mind...
Ciao... XOXO

2012

Happy New Year!It's the 2nd January now and it's the last day of my event job in HN for Maverick. Well, I would say there are good and bad times and I really learnt a lot during these period. And I do feel thankful that I did not accept the emcee job for the second spot. It has widen my life experiences in new things in life.

That's the good part and now is the bad part of it. Second day already felt disappointed with something. I thought it was as planned earlier and I really wish that I would receive it before the CNY. But looks like its another disappointment. Too bad then....