Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Another rant of mine

I'm finally blogging from my computer.I do not know what to write here. Shit!

*to be continued*
p/s my mojo died-ed on me.

Cheers ~

Hello everyone. Sounds so formal isn't it? Anyway, I don't know who to thank to for this sudden crave urge of blogging mojo. Maybe it's because I read jamiechin.com, pretty pictures and updated from time to time. But looking at my blog... dusty dusty dusty! I felt ashamed for only dropping by to document my life events only once in a blue moon. :(

I'm currently freelancing as a PA with Carrot Films. It's the same company where I interned last year. And suprisingly  I came back to Carrot almost the same time I went in as an intern. The team is regularly the same except that Xin Yi is not there anymore. The rest is still the same. :)

I have just recently completed a job and looking forward for the next job I have to be in office at 11am tomorrow to discuss with the team.

Yours truly is very proud to officially announce that I am now a MacBook Pro user! :) I guess I don't have to show you how a mac looks like, am I? Well, I got it not for fun thinking that I have too much cash to spare, but it's actually for work. It's to ease my work so that I don't have to go the machine room in the office to do my research. It's very tiring and I don't find it convenient at all to go in and out of the room. Boyfie understands me well in this problem as he is the only one who knows what is happening in my working life from A-Z. Seriously.. I ain't joking in this matter.

During the Raya holidays, boyfie and I had a road trip. It was all very last minute as we do not know where to head on and plus, it's only 2 days that we have, so we can't expect to go any further than the neighbouring states of Selangor. ALL hotels are fully booked in PD and Genting. I only did some thorough research on these 2 places.  :)

Initially we wanted to head up to Sungkai for the hot spring but there is not many hotels around so the plan was cancelled. :(( Instead of heading north, we head to South. Malacca! Nothing great actually just a night well spent with the loved one. We can be at home, just that we would like to have a different environment rather that just at home facing the same walls for the past 7 years.

It was a great short trip I would say, at least we don't have to rush things over when we are in KL. Everything was done on our own pace and we do whatever we wanted to. Such a great pleasure! Looking forward for another trip with him! And we planned to head to Bangkok or Phuket depending on both our busy schedules and most importantly cash!!

Till the next update. I'll post up some life events while I am still in the 20's. :)

Lots of love,
Mandy

Sunday, June 10, 2012

just me

hello peeps!currently updating my blog from my note.teehee..in the room at 1.08am.i know it's rather weird to update from a smartphone but i've got no choice since baby com is out of service for a few days already.so, my current status is jobless who enjoys life cashless.lol one is because my boss havent paid me yet and another is i havent send resumes
out.fml!buti have a good news!i graduated with the 2nd class honour (upper,of course)

tough times with assignments and sleepless nights are all over now but i have bigger ones ahead now.scary to mention it now actually.i came back from redang about 2 weeks ago.definitely got tanner from what i used to be. will upload pictures when i got back my com  ;) relationship has gone messy for a period but it's picking up now after i got mind fucked and confuse over a  period.i would not deny that i actually misses him still and there were times that he  showed concerns and asking where is my whereabout.i am still confuse on his actions perhaps i think too much about it.

let it be as i have decided.hope it will stay strong...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Another day in life

Today was extremely exhausted and drained out. But thank God that I managed to grab some nap just now in the evening before waking up agin to continue my assignments. One submission was striked out and 2 more to go for this week. They are due on the same day which is this coming Friday. FML. This Saturday gona be another replacement class, Comm Law which we were warned not to skip it. So I guessed I have no way out and I got to put my ass quietly in the class.

I totally forgotten that I have Comm Law tutorial today. How clumsy I can be?Perhaps I am really tired the night before rushing ME assignment and still got to drive back home at 1am. Driving really drained out my energy too. How can you don't appreciate drivers? I am now. Nothing much happened lately except that no changes in the relationship. What I meant here is like everything was really normal and is as usual as before. I really wonder what will happen if really lost touch with him. Will I be able to cope with it?

In the mean time, HE have not fail to distract me. I do not know why, like seriously.  I guess the impact was really too great to handle. I did tried not to think anything but he just has to come into the picture and again I got distracted. Why would you do this to me? I shall blame myself for being too easily distracted. Enough for the randomness today. I shall return to reality.


Thursday, March 15, 2012

Mistake which I regretted

I guess it would be better if I just keep things inside me without telling you anything. I kind of regret for sharing my stories with you. Instead of defending it for me in front of other people, you went to make things worse. I do not know whether you are intentionally or not but I guess I really learnt a lesson here. Please do not blame me for not sharing things with you. It's just that I have lost trust in you. I really thought my story will be safe with you but then shit happens.

How could you treat me like that? I do not know why I should be treated in this way. I told you that we are now back to friends and there wouldn't be anything between us anymore. Why wouldn't you believe my words? It hurts that you are not helping at all. I almost cried the moment I talked about how I do not like the way you handle the situation but I taken my tears back because I thought I should give you another chance for it. But thinking back, this is not the first time you did that to me. I've learnt my lesson here.