Another rant of mine

I'm finally blogging from my computer.I do not know what to write here. Shit!

*to be continued*
p/s my mojo died-ed on me.

Cheers ~

Hello everyone. Sounds so formal isn't it? Anyway, I don't know who to thank to for this sudden crave urge of blogging mojo. Maybe it's because I read jamiechin.com, pretty pictures and updated from time to time. But looking at my blog... dusty dusty dusty! I felt ashamed for only dropping by to document my life events only once in a blue moon. :(

I'm currently freelancing as a PA with Carrot Films. It's the same company where I interned last year. And suprisingly  I came back to Carrot almost the same time I went in as an intern. The team is regularly the same except that Xin Yi is not there anymore. The rest is still the same. :)

I have just recently completed a job and looking forward for the next job I have to be in office at 11am tomorrow to discuss with the team.

Yours truly is very proud to officially announce that I am now a MacBook Pro user! :) I guess I don't have to show you how a mac looks like, am I? Well, I got it not for fun thinking that I have too much cash to spare, but it's actually for work. It's to ease my work so that I don't have to go the machine room in the office to do my research. It's very tiring and I don't find it convenient at all to go in and out of the room. Boyfie understands me well in this problem as he is the only one who knows what is happening in my working life from A-Z. Seriously.. I ain't joking in this matter.

During the Raya holidays, boyfie and I had a road trip. It was all very last minute as we do not know where to head on and plus, it's only 2 days that we have, so we can't expect to go any further than the neighbouring states of Selangor. ALL hotels are fully booked in PD and Genting. I only did some thorough research on these 2 places.  :)

Initially we wanted to head up to Sungkai for the hot spring but there is not many hotels around so the plan was cancelled. :(( Instead of heading north, we head to South. Malacca! Nothing great actually just a night well spent with the loved one. We can be at home, just that we would like to have a different environment rather that just at home facing the same walls for the past 7 years.

It was a great short trip I would say, at least we don't have to rush things over when we are in KL. Everything was done on our own pace and we do whatever we wanted to. Such a great pleasure! Looking forward for another trip with him! And we planned to head to Bangkok or Phuket depending on both our busy schedules and most importantly cash!!

Till the next update. I'll post up some life events while I am still in the 20's. :)

Lots of love,
Mandy

just me

hello peeps!currently updating my blog from my note.teehee..in the room at 1.08am.i know it's rather weird to update from a smartphone but i've got no choice since baby com is out of service for a few days already.so, my current status is jobless who enjoys life cashless.lol one is because my boss havent paid me yet and another is i havent send resumes
out.fml!buti have a good news!i graduated with the 2nd class honour (upper,of course)

tough times with assignments and sleepless nights are all over now but i have bigger ones ahead now.scary to mention it now actually.i came back from redang about 2 weeks ago.definitely got tanner from what i used to be. will upload pictures when i got back my com  ;) relationship has gone messy for a period but it's picking up now after i got mind fucked and confuse over a  period.i would not deny that i actually misses him still and there were times that he  showed concerns and asking where is my whereabout.i am still confuse on his actions perhaps i think too much about it.

let it be as i have decided.hope it will stay strong...

Another day in life

Today was extremely exhausted and drained out. But thank God that I managed to grab some nap just now in the evening before waking up agin to continue my assignments. One submission was striked out and 2 more to go for this week. They are due on the same day which is this coming Friday. FML. This Saturday gona be another replacement class, Comm Law which we were warned not to skip it. So I guessed I have no way out and I got to put my ass quietly in the class.

I totally forgotten that I have Comm Law tutorial today. How clumsy I can be?Perhaps I am really tired the night before rushing ME assignment and still got to drive back home at 1am. Driving really drained out my energy too. How can you don't appreciate drivers? I am now. Nothing much happened lately except that no changes in the relationship. What I meant here is like everything was really normal and is as usual as before. I really wonder what will happen if really lost touch with him. Will I be able to cope with it?

In the mean time, HE have not fail to distract me. I do not know why, like seriously.  I guess the impact was really too great to handle. I did tried not to think anything but he just has to come into the picture and again I got distracted. Why would you do this to me? I shall blame myself for being too easily distracted. Enough for the randomness today. I shall return to reality.

Mistake which I regretted

I guess it would be better if I just keep things inside me without telling you anything. I kind of regret for sharing my stories with you. Instead of defending it for me in front of other people, you went to make things worse. I do not know whether you are intentionally or not but I guess I really learnt a lesson here. Please do not blame me for not sharing things with you. It's just that I have lost trust in you. I really thought my story will be safe with you but then shit happens.

How could you treat me like that? I do not know why I should be treated in this way. I told you that we are now back to friends and there wouldn't be anything between us anymore. Why wouldn't you believe my words? It hurts that you are not helping at all. I almost cried the moment I talked about how I do not like the way you handle the situation but I taken my tears back because I thought I should give you another chance for it. But thinking back, this is not the first time you did that to me. I've learnt my lesson here.

Random Thoughts

I have many random thoughts in my mind now. And of course, I still have a lot of unsettled business to deal with my assignments. I had two movies in a day, The Devil's Inside and The Descendant. Both were pretty good I would say. Last Friday, I completed my MCP with Wanted Production. We had a short meet up today to watch the final output of the talkshow. Some shots could be better if we were given more chance to practise. Nothing is perfect right? I had to juggle with quite a number of tasks that need me to complete asap. But then, I don't always do things that is out of my emotions and feelings. I don't feel like doing it then I don't.

I may have changed if you actually noticed that. Somehow or rather I tend to be more relaxed and slacking I would say. I am no longer the person who always pushes myself to the hardest, I'm now more chilling and more to result-oriented person rather than just process-oriented. I seriously don't know whether the word actually exists or not but fcked it. I am not gonna care so much because that is not main point here.

Previously, I felt that I'm too organised and a perfectionist. I want things to go in a perfect manner with all the strengths that I have in me. I need this, I expected it to be this way, I want this and the list just goes on and on. But now, I guess I am more laid back. I do not know it is a good thing or not but I seriously hope it turns out good.

I do not know what goes wrong in me. But I would like to say that I do agree with Ryan's post "Life is too short to live in sadness, i dont know who created me but i thank him for giving me this ability to forget faster than anyone. Sometimes, all we just need is a shoulder to lean on and a person who stood aside you when the sky is falling. If we couldn't expect whats coming tomorrow then why worried? Who knows tomorrow could be the end of the world. Nothing goes along with you. Its only you and your memories. So leave little time to be upset."

After reading it, something strucked me. I am not pretty sure what it was. Or maybe I know what it is, it's just that I do not know how to put things in words. This is where all the random thoughts came into mind. There are alot of things running through my head now and I wish my brain cells could intepret them for me and tell me what am I thinking about now.

I really wanted to know what is happening in me. I realise that I have alot of 'but' in my blog posts. This means that I'm forever contradicting myself. I guess this is not a good sign at all. I am not having my own stand on matters that I  should solved them by myself. I do not know where I should turn to for my problems. I need someone who could understand me and let me express my feelings whenever I need it. Perhaps I don't need someone to understand me but a person who could really has the patience to sit and listen to me and provide me advises. I have a few for now but I just couldn't talk about certain matters and the details about it because I afraid it's gona ruin someone's life and brings no benefit at all.

I am suppose to finish up my 'Kebaya Tales' by now but I decided that I want to put that aside despite all the other assignments are pilling up to my chin. I seriously do now know what is going on with my mind right now. Is it because of you? How has it started? I wonder a lot.

Did I take the wrong step at first? And this is why I'm kinda fcked up now. What would happen if I don't know you 7 years before? Definitely everything won't be the same anymore. I may not be who I am now. Not to say that I'm very proud of myself but you make me to be a wiser me though I may picked the wrong choice at times.

Let's fast forward a little now. A few of you came to my life other than the main one. 1 was seriously mind fucked, I guess it's because you are the first one. You did make an impact in my life but now I don't bother about it at all because I have put you aside and I go on with my life. You did quite well too. And now we are only friends. Full stop. 2 was nothing at all. 3 was nothing at all except for the rush that you made me to hate you. No impact and nothing.

4 was my random decision. My fault for the cause but I'm glad that it's over. To you who might be reading this, go fcked yourself. You do know that it won't be long and nothing fancy about it. But you are expecting so much from me that I started to hate it. You wouldn't know how much I hated it when it comes to certain matters. Learn how to read minds, dude! I told you I'm busy means I am really busy. You do know where you stand but you just  take things too serious. And never control me. You just had to take this step wrongly. Why do you have to call me so many times when I'm in club?Personal space.hello? Don't you get it? Anyway, it's over. I don't mind if you unfriend me because I find it a very childish action sadly to say. Grow up kiddo! Reason is because I act cold and I act strange so you find it meaningless to be friend with?  What a joke, man!

5 was really random and I really never expect it to come. Seriously. The best part is you beat them all flat. Ok. I am not proud about this at all. Friends said they saw it coming, maybe I am just too blinded and only realised it when it was really obvious. Anyway, no progress after that. We decided to be good friends. I agreed about that too. Thank you youuu for the decision otherwise it will end up terribly and akwardly. Thank you again for the quick move. : ) No hard feelings at all which is good. It's very nice to talk to you. Somehow, I feel that our maturity level is similar that's why I feel comfortable to talk anything with you.

Memories will always be memories. I only keep good ones with me. Meaningless memories I apologise, no ROM to store you in my mind. It's only RAM.

Ok. What am I blabering here?Hmmm...So, leave little time to be upset. It's time to switch back to reality.

What is next?

Well, it's just the fourth day of March and I would say good things have not really come into me. If you follow me on Facebook posts, perhaps you would somehow or rather know that I'm kinda in 'sui' days recently. It started before the new year which is around Xmas. Remember I lost my voice during HN emcee job?It took me quite some time to regain my voice but not fully 100%. It's ok. At least I can talk back. God knows how many times I fall sick these few months.

I'm still coughing right now since the past 2 weeks. I had a fever last night. I was so worried that something might happen on me. I never know kan?Maybe some don't know what disease or illness I got. Thumbdrive died-ed on me last Thursday. I was so happy that I can finally finish my script to send it to Suven then it cannot be detected after I removed it. Darn!!!So pissed off and sad at the same time. I tried on other computers as well, but no feeling man! No response also! Which means, all the thing is erased! I cried the other day, I don't usually cry but I really cried this time. Everyone was suprised. Opppssss...so sorry for being too emotional suddenly. I guess I am really too tired.

So how?Got to type back it lo what else? Sitting at one corner trying to think back what I wrote earlier on. It may not be totally the same but at least got 80% same la. *pat on the shoulder*. That happened on the weekday. I was supposed to go swimming today at Rachel's condo but some asshole went to shit in the pool. Like 4 of it. I do not know why that asshole went to shit in the pool. I can only manage to dip in for about 30 minutes. So potong steam! Thank God I had an awesome dinner before another big shit happened on me. Dinner was good!Should go back there and try other dishes but it is always full and queue-ing. LOL.

The big shit was Rachel's SLK as in her small little kelisa died-ed on me after I went shopping in Carrefour. The little mini cannot be start and I had to call Lorraine to pick me and SY home because we bought ice-cream earlier on. Then John picked me up from home to meet the little mini. Jump-ed start then it's alive. But wasn't for long. So I had to quickly drove back home without headlights on or whatsoever light. Too weak to let me on the lights. Very good experience in driving without headlights on! Heart was literally pounding in and out. Just too afraid that I would meet some very 'good' police officers and ask for yum cha money.

God is gracious! I reached home then SLK died-ed on me again. Well, at least, me and her are safely home. John was tailing at the back actually just in case I need another jump start. I need to fork out few hundreds for the repair!Arghhh...

God, please be kind to me. I don't need bad days anymore. All I wish now is to have happy days ahead. *fingers crossed*

Me, Myself and I

I do not know how to start my story. I know it's been sometime since I last scribbled on the blog. I have too much things to think and consider about. Probably it's just me who think too much and only just think about it and not how to solve things up. Well, apart from all the endless assignments which I am having right now I do have other relationship matters to think about. I am having a persuasive speeh this coming Wednesday yet I have not prepare anything for it yet. I am  suppose to checked my to-do list by tonight but I decided to spare some time for myself to blog because I think I should pour things out here rather than just sharing things around with my besties.

So, first and foremost, I finally got my Samsung Galaxy Note from John. Yay! It's about 2 weeks old now. It's white in colour with a red pouch. I'll try to upload some pictures when I am really free. Secondly, I requested for a temporary break with John after 7 years of relationship. I know you will definitely ask me why and why after 7 years. I guess I started the relationship wayyyy tooo early and I think differently back then. I guess I am too naive too believe that having him is like having the world. All I need is him to be with me and everything will be just fine. Call me naive then. He did asked me about the same thing few years back but I rejected him and said I could not do it. So we didn't. And after I asked him for it, he told me that he could sense this coming one day, it's just that he do not know when. So the question came on last Friday.

At first, he was in a bad mood. Things just changed drastically and the night itself, he changed his relationship status and posted up a new post on his wall. Of course, I was a lil' intimidated with his move and I was disturbed by it because we decided to officially start after our 7th anniversary. And how could he just changed like that? I decided to call him up and just to clear things off because I do not want him to be emotional and sad.

Smartly enough he could guessed my main objective of the temporary breakup. And of course I do have others but I just did not tell him so much about it. One of it is because I really want both of us to upgrade ourselves and do what we always wanted to do without putting each other as priority. He might not put me as priority in career wise but I guess it happens on me. So I think it applies to me more. Another thing is about me as well. I need to find out do I really into him or just plain too used to it. I know this might be very cruel to him because we've been 7 years together and suddenly I thought about that.

I guess it's a right choice to take this move. To be a wiser me and really consider what I enjoy and like and all about myself. I hope I can do it. To adapt to this sudden change I need more time to put things aside and only care about myself. It's time to be me, myself and I.

Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Hello!!

First of all...Happy Chinese New Year!

May everyone have a great dragon year ahead blessed with health, happiness and wealth!!

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year and endless of wishes and messages are being sent to almost everyone I knew

I'm glad that I am part of it *wink wink*

Well, sadly I am still in KL and most of my friends are in their respective hometowns already

And they are sharing their stories with me right now about how the kampung mood that they are having

Make me felt so jealous right now

Because I am seriously desperately in need of a kampung feel that can enhance my CNY mood

Well, it only happens once in a year right?

I just can't wait to go back to Kampar tomorrow!!

I know this may be the first time ever that I said that

I hope it's not too late for that

Because I'm so sick of being a KL girl and yet I know nothing about Chinese traditions

And most important, celebrate Chinese New Year like a true Chinese.

All I had for the past years were just simplified versions of it

And if I were given an opportunity, I would like to celebrate for at least once in a true festive mood and more CNY mood and more CNY environment.

Please help me to make my dream come true!

Anyway, received 2 big angpows from the parents just now.

When the clock struck 12am, I quickly ran down to wish my parents "Gong Hei Fatt Choi" 

and gave them a big hug

And there goes my angpow on my hands..Teehhee...

Will post pictures when I have my whole collections of it XD

Will be slightly busy during the day time

Will try to update more on the blog when I have time

Gong Hei Fatt Choi!!

Lots of love,

Mandy

Final Chapter

16th Jan 2012 marked the first day of my final semester in UTAR Broadcasting

As usual, assignments will bombard-ed straight right to our faces

5 last subjects  to kill and then I will graduate in the middle of the year

Since it's CNY and it's the first week of the semester, usually all tutorials won't be held

So, I am pretty free I would say

Classes starts as early as 8 am and I would be able to finish my classes around noon

Except for certain days which I will have class until 4.30pm

Say Goodbye to clear highways and hello to traffic jams!

Assignments are getting tougher but unfortunately, I do not have the full focus to start off with the assignments

Shall not mention about starting them

I don't feel like reading the instructions

I am superbly lazy..GOSH!!

Heading off to Pyramid tomorrow for a movie date with a friend

Hopefully after that I will be hardworking back and start off my research

Because the subjects are tough to score

Got to put more effort in it!

Got to go now..Will be back for more updates : )

12.01.12

Hello!I'm back to blogging...

This is the recent me. I know I'm getting chubbier

I'm trying my very best to slim back :(

Probably is my period time that results with the bloated tummy

Had been working for the past two days

Did not manage to sleep well the night before because the first job I had to work the whole day

Only managed to rest at 1.30am

And the second job I have to reach Concorde Hotel at freaking 8am

I have to be awake and leave Bukit Jalil station by 6.30am

I only get to rest for about 5 hours and not even a solid 5 hours

Why?Because I'm too worried that I will be late for the Dell's job :(

With my sleepy face, I board the train and reach Concorde at 7.50am. Thank God I wasn't late

I thought Desmond would be mad at me but I realise that he is very fun to talk with

He's a very friendly person and able to chat anything with

Also feel very blessed that the clients are very friendly too

Everything went smoothly and they  make my job more fun

Thank you very much to all!

Met up with 6 pretty girls in "Car of the Year Award 2011"

But did not talk much to them

One is because they are always among them and two, I felt so low confidence when with them

Because they are so gorgeous and me .... Sigh 

So much differences between me and them

Shall pamper myself with more beauty products

Looking for sponsors...anyone??

Teehee... :-P

: )

My second last Sunday before the semester starts is going to an end.

Crap...

Had a shopping day with second sister in Pyramid today

Product of the shopping day?

A pair of Levi's jeans and 3 undies LOL

Don't know what to buy else

So that's the only things for me

: )

Not much of shopping urge

Perhaps another or two casual dresses then I will be done for the CNY shopping

I don't need heels so many

Another flats perhaps?

Let's see if I have more cash or some sponsorship :D

Tomorrow is another brand new day

Maybe I shall decorate my house if I am not heading out for shopping in Times Square

Is casual dress available in TS and suits my taste??

Got to work on Tuesday and it's time to earn some cash back

Bless me for that because I don't really know the place

But boyfie said he can come fetch me after work

Awww..so sweet of him : )

Since he is always the driver for me, maybe I shall pamper him something

What to get him ya?

Reminder

This post is to boyfie,

I'm not sure whether you are reading this or not, but I guess tak de kut. Please don't feed me with supper anymore. I'm too fat already!!Arghhh..nanti pakai jeans tak cantik already. T.T

Sincerely,
Your Dear.

B.O.R.E.D.O.M

I am extremely bored. OMG.

It's just another week that the final semester of my uni life will starts.

So what should I do next week so that I don't feel wasted?

*Wondering*

Shopping?Sleeping?Clubbing?Drinking?

Hahahahaa...

Too much of thinking...

LOL

Alcoholic not good for body, 

Shopping pulak no money yet...

*Smack forehead*

Apa mau buat??

Help me...

And it's freaking hot in my house...

I don't want to stay at home either

Keluar rumah mesti spend money

Sigh

By the way, don't have to worry about what I've posted before. 

I may be a little angry during that time,but usually I will feel good after a sleep over.

That's a usual me...

Thanks for concerning about me baby Ruth :)

*Hearts you*

Ohh, boyfie will get the smartphone for me soon but I might have to wait for it probably after CNY because Samsung factory ran out of stock for my dream phone

Well, at least I knew that he did not forget what he promised me <3

Everything is getting better now

It's because I had a very different mindset right now

You might think that I will be thinking too far but I personally think it's not

Look, I'm basically 22 right now

And I wanted to get married before 30, roughly about 27-29

I'm basically left with 5 -7 years...

It's less than a decade and I'm going to get married

Time flies very fast, trust me.

And you know once you need to get married alot of expenses needed to pay

Things get worse when a baby is on his/ her way out

You got to plan so so so much for them

Because of all these, when parents don't have the sufficient money for it

Life will be very tough then

So, in order to prevent all these from happening,

I don't mind sacrificing whatever holidays for a better future

All I got to do is ensure that all my sacrifices are worth it.

I did not say holidays are not good nor wasting

It could be done when we have extra budget for it

When we have extra budget, then we could spend happier with no worries

Why I said all these is because the other I followed Rachel to my cousin sister's house

One is preggie and one is a mother of two

So, most of their topics are usually what they had to prepare for the new born and etc etc

The list is countless, man

From there, I have a new perspective in life

Instead of demanding for more, why don't I treasure whatever I could afford first because married life is gona be very tough

Holidays for now tak pe la...

I can go when I have better financial stability : )

Cheers~ ~ ~

A lazy day

Oh no, Oh shit OMG!

I did nothing benificial today!!

Except for driving the Highness and meet up with my sis

And the rest is left with nap, and sync-ing the ipod shufffle

What a great day to end...

I'm such a lazy pig

Call me a lazy pig please

I still want to go for shopping but no money yet

How to do shopping like that?

How?how?How?

Hopefully I will be hardworking tomorrow to clean my working table 

and do some minor spring cleaning since CNY is approaching

Speaking about CNY

Where to head during the holidays?

Dad said might be heading back to Kampar for one day

One day only??

I don't want my CNY to be one day only...

Tell me what to do

Will I be able to go on a trip with boyfie?

Let's pray...

Hard time

I just got back from my yum char session with boyfie and kit. As usual, they will be talking about car-related stuff but this time is a lil' different than usual. They are talking about Bill Gates and whatever possessions that he has. What the fuck are you trying to figure out how much he would spend in one day and trying to calculate how much one day a person can burn his money?Does that really matters to you? If it is, then go ahead with it and figure out. Waste more time on it then. Why don't you use the time to think and figure out how much should you earn in a year?Isn't that more beneficial?

All these made me think back, instead of figuring out people's matter, can you actually fulfill my wishes and your promises? I do not want to state what promises you made and it clearly shows that you are not fulfilling it yet. Even it is after years promises had been made. Renewals have been done several times and the foolish me accept it and thought you would really able to surprise me and looks like again I am being disappointed. 

I may not need you to get me something big or expensive. Would a short trip with me really that time consuming?And everytime I made a request to have a short trip, it's either you would say you can't take long holidays or you are out of budget. I'm seriously sick of all those reasons. Can you give me better reasons in the future?

There are several times before that I am really not satisfied with you and everytime I try to comfort myself by thinking on your shoes. You are great, man. You never fail to make me cry everytime I think about what you had done for me throughout these years. It's very sad to tell my love story out. 

I do not blame you if you said you can't have trip with me because I'm still schooling but I am already grown up  now, I'm in the uni and you are working. What is it so hard to go for a trip? Out of budget all the time? Can't take holidays? The company won't be able to function without you? Tell me about it.

You promised me to get me a smartphone. I did not request for it. When you popped the question up, I am really happy that you offered me. I did felt happy. You postpone it for the first time, and I believe you that you will be able to make it the next time. Is alright for me at that time until you renewed you promise that God knows how many times of it and yet promise remains as a promise. I felt very disappointed until the extend of forgetting about the promise you made and go on with my life. And then you ignite it back and gave me a new choice between two models. And again, I am fucking happy and I really believe that my dream will come true soon. At first, I really thought I do not want to burden you with the amount and you tell me it is fine because you already promised earlier and you have allocated money for it. It's new year already and I thought my dream of having a smartphone become reality until the day I texted you my choice of phone. You replied you are out of budget again. Then what the fuck are you promising me earlier? Is that how you treat me? Playing roller-coaster is it?Was is it fun to you?

I do not expect returns from you but truly deeply thinking back how did we celebrated our anniversaries together?Birthdays?Occasions? I really did not expect much from you but at least, a fucking at least, wishes me sincerely and show me that you really care and love me.A card at least or perhaps spend more quality time with me!!Instead of just meet up and at most movie and dinner and then we are back home. What the fuck!!! I need more than that. All that are plain stupid alright? I am not saying that you are not good but would it harm you if you show me more love and care so that I can feel that I am being appreciated? Love and care don't need money to buy, all you got to do is show me with your sincere heart. I am just another simple girl who loves to be pampered and showered with love and gifts.

You have been working for quite some time and I did not interupt your job problems because I know you can handle them. You mentioned about how you don't like your job and what the fuck are you still there for?And years of working you don't have budget for short trip?And what the fuck are you being a hero for purchasing the Regza in your fucking room? As if you are fucking free at night and would stay home to watch it. 

I think on your shoes all the time and would you think for me for once??

My lil' wish list

While waiting boyfie to fetch me, I decided to blog a lil'. 

I had a sudden crave to go for movies and also road trips!!

LOL.

I know it's very normal for some of you.

But for me, road trips are very rare to me.

So sad kan?

Wanted to ajak friends go movie today

But I'm too lazy to move and plus, friends are not available.

So just stayed home and rest.

I literally took my long nap from duno what time till 6pm

OMG

I'm such a pig, man.

Call me a pig please.

Yes, I do admit that.

I wish to go for road trips.

I'm serious about that actually.

I have been longing for one don't know from when till now 

And I haven't been to one which I really enjoyed

Road trips...can I minus the hot weather and add on more delicious food to the list?

But...but...

I haven't gain back my original voice

until now okay?FML man

It's been a week + and I've been such a good girl for taking all my medicines

and I'm not 100% recover...

HOW?

I want to go for road trips!!!

Desperately...

Boyfie is on his way.Got to go now..

Will come back to blog later if I still have something in mind...

Ciao... XOXO

2012

Happy New Year!It's the 2nd January now and it's the last day of my event job in HN for Maverick. Well, I would say there are good and bad times and I really learnt a lot during these period. And I do feel thankful that I did not accept the emcee job for the second spot. It has widen my life experiences in new things in life.

That's the good part and now is the bad part of it. Second day already felt disappointed with something. I thought it was as planned earlier and I really wish that I would receive it before the CNY. But looks like its another disappointment. Too bad then....