Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Its snowing soap in Pavilion!

Hello to you!Yes, you. You are reading my blog right? So hello to you! Oh, man cut the crap. Today is 22.12.2010 which marked the second day of my semester break.Yay!!I like semester break. Tell me who doesn't.I had a very unproductive day today. All I did was eat sleep then eat then sleep again until now writing on my blog because Ruth is writing on her blog too.Hahahhaha...viral infection..LOL.

Well, most of the people will be enjoying their semester break going for outings, shopping, movie marathons etc etc etc...but I need to stay at home doing house chores. I'm glad that I went for a shopping with Sher Maine yesterday. Sadly, Ruth, San San and Penny could not follow us. Wall painting and lots n lots of vacuuming need to be done starting tomorrow. Please help me!!

I wish everyday is like yesterday where I can just go shopping, of course with cash in my pocket, hang out, yum char sessions and with all the carefree feeling.  We went all out yesterday heading from Times Square, Sg Wang, Farenheit 88, Pavilion,KLCC and last but not least, Mid Valley. Why??It's for Xmas pictures!!Hahahahhaha...we so free kan?? We all wanted to this way before our exam started but then only Sher Maine and me managed to follow the plan. : ( Make sure you girls can make it next year, will ya??

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Ta daa!It was snowing in Pavilion!! But it was all soap snow. It was bitter when I ter-taste it because it dropped right at your lips.FML.Hahahaha...so Sher Maine and me had a soapy snow in Pavilion yesterday. Hahahahhaha

Soapy Xmas in Pavilion

  This picture gives a dolly effect..lol

 Me at Pavilion way before it rains

 Pose no 254545121...sorry too many photos taken : )

 Camwhore after the snow cox it's too hot already 

 Sher Maine, Dana N Me :)

Happily in our soapy world ignoring the people behind :P

I bought some stuff yesterday but it is all very common stuff, so I did not take any pictures of it. It's just a pair of slippers, a top, and some facial wash thingy.But then, our lunch and dinner were awesome!!Felt so satisfied with it.Nom nom nom nom...Happy happy day with Sher Maine!!thanks sher maine for making my day complete!!*winks*

p/s : all pictures credit to Sher Maine's IXUS =)

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Lazy and short update

Hello people, I knew I have not been active in updating my blog like other bloggers. From my latest post till now, it's like 7 weeks which is equivalent to my short semester.Waoo..time flies so fast. Well, I don't  think I am going to write alot here.Blogging mood isn't here yet.So yeah, this post is to tell everyone that I am still alive.hahahhahahaa

Ciao.....

Monday, October 18, 2010

Back to uni

Hello peeps!

 I am chatting with Simon currently on MSN. We are actually talking about the arson case which happened in Section 17 last night.That really freaked me out now. I do not know whether I should just move there or not. According to the neighbors, it is the 5th case to happen around the same area. Wtf??

I do not have a choice you see? I am not having a car and I am unable to travel by bus for a 8am class.It is impossible for me. There is no such early bus in Puchong leaving at 5.30am. So how?

By the way, today is the first day back in uni after 3 weeks of holidays. Er, let me rephrase it. I should not call it as holidays because I am working during that 3 weeks. So yeah. Back to the point. Today was a good start. I drove all the way from house to uni. As usual, jam all the way. And Ruth, Zi , San san and me went to McD in SS2 for lunch after my MUET test and dropping Cynthia at the bus stop. Kkekekekeke..Then after dropping Zi back to PD block and fetch Anna from PC, we went to Midvalley.I drove there.Muahahahaha.. I may be driving in a slow pace and many other drivers beh tahan me but I can't help it. I don't feel save driving a Kelisa. hahahaha..So I just drove slowly lo.

Tomorrow and Wednesday, I will be driving also. Pray that I will be alright. Results were average. Sigh. Do not know what and where went wrong especially for my MTA. Heart ache. :( Looks like I have to put more effort than usual for the next exam to increase back my CGPA.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

$$$ money money money

September 26, 2010- rainy day

Waking up late on a Sunday morning is a very good present for me as I am not able to wake up late on other days. My day today starts with money and I guess I will end my day also about money. I was awaken by daddy's call saying that he had bank in some money into my bank account. Getting this type of call, I certainly know what to do next. I have been doing all the bank transactions many times, house loan and also credit card loan. See, I told you it's about money. It's just that I did not have my part on the money. 

Later in the afternoon, I slept back again at the living room due to the cold weather out there and I am still half awake actually. So, I decided to snooze off again until Zi's call which force me to be awake. Asking whether I am coming to uni or not. Sigh. Travelling all the way to uni from puchong is a hassle for me. And at this moment, Zi came to look for me in Msn. Sigh Sigh. Got to reply him. 

I had chee cheong fun for my brunch at 2.30pm. Then get prepared to help mum to dye her grey hair. By the time I am done with that, it's already 4.30pm and it's raining cats and dogs out there. Watching rain falls doesn't calm me. But it created chaos in my heart and the desperate need for instant cash. Every problem which involve cash came floating in my mind. I am not assured by my sister whether I will driving or moving out. I guess I will be shifting out again.

I do hope that I can drive to uni, it saves me from many troubles and time for travelling by bus. But then, it also cost me alot for the maintenance and tyre and petrol and toll. Moving out saves me time also but I got to depend on my own for meals and laundry. I wont be having good food during the weekdays. Most probably, entertainment and food cost me a bomb for sure. 

After all the dramas and considerations, I decided to shift out without waiting for the answer because I know that sis won't be letting go her car. Afterall, it is her car and I have no rights to make her borrow her car to me. She will for sure feel left out without a proper accommodation of her own and it feels like left with only one leg. 

So, I am shifting out real soon after I got my room done. Deposits and room rental and internet bill cost me a bomb too. But what I can do. I need to work for more cash and the loan just not enough for me. I barely have extra for emergency, shopping nor entertainment like movies etc. Everything will goes to my rental soon and my meals. I guess I spent too much earlier for my driving classes and also a shoe cabinet for the house which I am not responsible for it. 

I do admit that I tend to spend too much on luxury food (like cafe food, cakes and top ups instead of mamak food and canteen food which can bring the same effect of making me full but with a higher price). I really do not know what to do now. Mum said I can request for more pocket money from daddy. It's easy to say but hard to be done. Daddy is old and I really do not want to burden him anymore with all my expenses.

Who doesn't want to go for holiday just like other coursemates? Sometimes I was wondering, where the hell they got the money from. Why isn't me left with money? I can only see them enjoy with envy-ness in me. But no one know about that. 

Sister's wedding is another money problem. I do not where to tell from and how to start it because I don't think I can help much. I, myself have problems and I doubt I can solve it by my own. God, please show me a way so that I can get out from this.

I guess I am going for job hunting tomorrow. Pray that I can get it. *fingers crossed*

Thursday, September 9, 2010

I hate myself for being so hot tempered.I hate myself for being a lazy person. I do not know why I am like this.Emotional Intelligence is very low. Why can't I lend my stuff?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Another boring day

Somehow, I felt that I am not productive enough today. I had done nothing BIG the whole day other lazing around and woke up at noon??Gosh..Smack me please. Through Facebook itself, I got to see many friends who really study and also who don't. Looks like I am the person who belongs to second group. ..Ishhh. Well, I did read through my notes la but I did not follow according to the exam arrangement like how I used to do. I used to be so organized last time and now no longer in my cell. What's wrong with me??

Some of my friends really studied alot and I really feel bad and shameful about myself who has no progress at all. Somehow, they boosts me a lil' to study but I do not know where to start with. I got so distracted with other stuff that I can't fully concentrate on studies. Blame myself for all this. I played too much, I guess.

Rachel said daddy might be coming back on Thursday or Friday. Hooray~ Yes, daddy is coming back but at the same time, I might not be able to spend time with him. He is going to have raya leave soon after the whole month of not getting any day off and if daddy is around, will daddy let me go out? I doubt that. But I really want to spend more time with him at least a day will do and at the same time dad won't think so much about it?How? If I can't accompany him, will he be angry with me? I'm in dilemma. What should I tell him? Why can't daddy comes back like what he said earlier which is on the 17th?Sigh..

I guess I should put all these down and focus on my notes first. Let's see what happens later.

Tuesday not Wednesday

Another day of my study week.Today is STILL Tuesday okay??though it's 12.18am now. I still considered it as Tuesday, for few reasons:  I just can't accept the fact that sudah Wednesday, I haven't sleep yet and I don't want Wed to come so early. *slaps slaps* Ohh..okay, I'm awake now. 

Raya is just around the corner.yeah..just the corner right beside you.*peek-a-boo*(very lame). I know it's very lame. I'm super duper boring okay??So smart of UTAR giving us holidays for 2 reasons.Get to kill 2 birds with one stone huh?Raya+Study week..very brilliant.=_='''...Give me my holidays will ya??

I woke up around ten plus plus, I guess.Can't remember la..Who gives a damn of it right? Nahhh...no one cares EXCEPT for me though. Too much of C-side in me.Ruth and I are the same type of people.We have the same personality!!kakakakkakaka.The worse part is we are PROCRASTINATORS..LOL..Hell no ok?

Got myself up from the bed then head down to had my breakfast, nasi lemak that mum dapao-ed for me. Thanks mum!xoxo..Helped mum a lil'bit with the house chores, yeah, I knew just a lil' tak banyak pun.Then put my ass on the chair and start reading on my screenplay notes. The notes are awesome u know?It makes me feel sleepy so soon after I started to read (er, actually is go through them) for like FEW freaking pages?? Sigh..very bad attitude that I showed.

Now I kind of reading through week 11 notes.Pretty fast huh?But I don't remember anything about it.Shitty right??FML. Guess what?I fought with Lorraine just now. She wants to borrow my computer and so called wanted to research on her products. I don't allow her cox I already so semangat wanted to start studying at my place here with sufficient lighting, she pulak come to kacau me. Apa tak marahnye? Then she start la bising bising.Mengada punye budak.

Hello??She did not borrowed me her lappie last time also ok? So, why I can't I say I disallowed her? Isn't it fair? She made me went somewhere else which do not have proper lighting and no proper table. Benci I tangok muka dia sekarang.Eff you, young woman. This is my computer ok?Argghhhh....

For now, I'm waiting for 2 persons. 1. Mr John 2. Miss Ruth aka ROckstAr. The dude tengah makan dinner now with our friend some where near, haven't home yet to chat with me. By the time he's home, I'm not sure wether he got the energy and time to chat with me cox he already super duper tired after work. Then, Miss RockStAr ni pulak, don't know where she MIA. She isn't online all the time like she used to be.*makes me wonder why* I guess she is till worrying with her exam status, that's why she is abit emo.*hugs*

Don't worry so much miss ROCKSTAR, everything will be ok. Anyhow, it's their mistakes right?Focus on revision for now and let's see what will happen next. Not having the same class with me?I got idea la. Since its their mistakes for not giving you the chances to register at the correct time, then you bising la kat they all. Make them put you in the same class with me. ^^ Give reasons you stay very far away and has to travel so much for the classes. Ask them give you early classes which are T1 and T10. jajajjajjaa..On??Otherwise, make arrangements with the tutors. I'm so smart right?hehehehe..

I misses both of you badly. Why la never reply me?T_T Sigh...


Ini ROckStar Babe ku..

 
XOXO...woots~~~


Looks like I got to continue reading through my notes. Where is my study mood?? *please don't drag me to the notes...NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo..................*ZZZZzzzZZZzZZZ*

Monday, September 6, 2010

Updates people!

I know I did not blog for quite some time now.I have been very busy lately when Year 2 Sem 1 started. Piles of assignments that I have to complete it. I wanted to blog every single thing that happened to me, but the enthusiasm to blog has fade away by the time I reached home every evening after class. Travelling daily to uni is very tough and tired. Bloody jams and all the time that I wasted on the darn bus,I can always make use of it to do better stuff IF I can escape from taking buses home.

Anyways, updates updates about my life! In a week more, I will be having my final exam for this semester.5 subjects to gun down and there comes my holidays of 3 weeks.Woohoo~~ I know its bloody 3 weeks only but at least it's better than nothing, right? Assignments are all over for this semester, I am praying hard that I can get good marks for it. Some assignment marks have released, some remain unknown and I feel very curious about it. Wether I score it or the other way round.

Today is the day to register our  subjects and also classes for the coming semester. I woke up about 8.45am, texted and called Ruth but no reply until 12.30pm. She must be very tired I guess. However, she faces some problems while trying to register hers. Pity her. She has problems after another attacking her. Hope she can get rid of it very soon.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Slapping myself..

Well well, let's see. The blog is full of dust and I always tell myself to blog as much as I can. Yet, again I think I failed all the time. This is week 5 and I think that I am not productive enough in terms of work efficiency and I still feel that my mind is still blocked in some part. I wonder if I could really open up my mind and vacuum those unnecessary stuff from my mind to make way for MORE useful things??I am serious actually. Is there anyway I can do it?

Wake up Mun Yee.It's week 5 towards the ending and all you did is stupid stuff though you are sitting at the front of the PC.Move your ass out of it, girl!!Where are all your creativity??Or maybe I don't have any all this while... Where are all your organizations?? You just want to sit there staring at the screen blindly and has nothing in mind??Why not just quit it??Don't waste daddy's money. He don't pay for u to stare blindly and learn nothing!!Move on you young lady...

Sunday, May 30, 2010

#73 The Last day of my first semester break in 2010

Today's weather is rather hot and sunny. Mum went out early in the morning, so do Rachel. I am at home with my second sis. We don't talk at all, you see. It's pretty weird when u are at home together but u don't exchange thoughts. Anyway, that is not the topic I am blogging here.

The title of the today's blog has said it all while I'm  listening on Charice's new song "Reset" on her official website. Her songs are very cool, not bad. She had once shared the stage with Celine Dion when she was 16 years old which I personally think that opportunity was very awesome!!

I chose to stay at home and not hanging out at the mall simply because I want to chill at home for a day. After the semester starts, I know I won't be able to stay home every single day. Assignments and tutorials will be piling up very soon once I stepped on UTAR's ground. I did thought of going out today alone but when I think twice, where should I go? I don't want to watch movie alone and walk around the mall alone aimlessly. So I stayed home and here I am blogging about it.

Results had just released a few days ago. I am very glad that I did not fail any of the subjects and able to obtain better grades then what I actually expected and predicted. I got 2 A-, 1 B+ and 2 B. I know this suckish results may seems nothing to other people, but it meant alot to me especially for my PR paper. I managed to score B for it. Thank you so much Mr Satar. The other paper for B was Radio Broadcasting. The papers for A- were EMC and Chinese.Whereas for Psychology, it's a B+. *winks* So happy for it and I am satisfied with the overall. CGPA 3.25 GPA 3.31.

Well, let's refresh about what I encountered during the past semester. All I remembered were mainly about friendships. I seriously do not get it. Why will this happen? Why one has to be so childish I would say and said that "I do not like him or her?" "In the end, I do not want to talk with him or her." Isn't that very small kid? Indeed it is very kiddo action to me and I actually encountered that without me noticing it until a friend of mine told me. The reason is I changed a lot to be like another friend. Very funny huh? What else? Assignments? Procrastinating of course. Got to change all these during the new semester. I shall not procrastinate further. The past is the past. Let's not think about that further. I have a great journey ahead and I will try my best to be the best. :-)


Saturday, May 22, 2010

#72

Thank you mr bf for bringing me to Secret Recipe yesterday for the cake!!woots!!hahahahhaa...I'm satisfied with it already!!^^

Monday, May 17, 2010

#71

Hello!!I am back!!Finally I have the time to blog.Feel so great suddenly.

It's time for an announcement:

Year One Semester Three in UTAR Broadcasting is finally over!!!woohoo~~
I had my last paper on Friday, Radio Broadcasting. All exams were just so so I would say.Let's just wait and see for the results.Hope it don't just die like that..got to pray hard.

Today is the first day of my semester break if you don't take weekends as holiday.teehee~~Started my Undang class yesterday.I know it's pretty late, other friends had their P taken off and I'm just at the beginning.Blame my endless spirit of working right after my SPM which make me hardly to get some time for my license.But I have it now.Congrats me..lol...I will be taking my L exam this Thursday.I need to pass it for my P!!arg~~but I'm so effing lazy to read that L book.

Watched "A Nightmare on Elm Street" last Saturday with Lorraine.Mum doesn't want to tag along because she said she will be very tired after the movie and she needs to maintain her energy for the Sunday's praying.

p/s: mum is not a Christian, she is a Taoist


"Freddy is coming to look for you when you are asleep"...hahahaha..not bad actually, quite scary.

Before the movie, had lunch at Secret Recipe before heading to the movie.


 

Lorraine is "tasting" my noodle in tomyum soup.  
she looks very enjoy with it, jangan buat like ur wan ok?


My lunch...
That's her real lunch, mushroom chicken something...



Kekekeke...Headed home after some window shopping at IOI Mall because we got nothing to buy.Great start for my semester break.Thanks Lorraine.mmuuuacksss....

Today!!! Went to change my IC ever since standard 6. No pictures of the new IC because I sendiri pun tak dapat tengok lagi...damn sad lo, ok?hahahaha..After that went to Pyramid because Rachel wanted to change her wedding gown. But then so sad that she can't because the lady boss said the changing can only be done within 10 days after purchase. Yet, we still took some time there, mum was trying their cheongsam, quite a few sets, about 5 or 6 maybe. Haven't buy yet sebab mungkin ada new stock lagi in the next few months, who knows right??Plus, the wedding is on November...still got time la.

I wanted to get one choengsam too, but then it's kind of expensive for me. If there is anyone who is willing to sponsor me how good??I am still thinking whether to get a bridesmaid's alike dress or a cheongsam for the dinner.

p/s to Rachel: I know you won't be reading this, but I still want to voice it out. Since I will be ur bridesmaid, takkan la u tak sponsor I kut??alamak...apa ni??Still want me to korek my own money and buy myself???lol

So how?? Dress or cheongsam??So difficult to pick one..Dilemma..arg~~

Got to go now, time for my Undang book..tomorrow movie marathon with friends again..woohoo~~

Monday, May 10, 2010

My blog is dead..omg~~~so much of dust on it..got to clean it up REAL soon..

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Updates people!

Hello, I have been MIA-ing for at least 2 months. Time flew very fast. 2 months had passed and I did not care to blog.How sad right? It's not that I do not want  to blog, I could not find time to blog actually. Assignments for this semester were rather tough and I was struggling hard one after another. Today is Wednesday for the week 13. There will be only 1 more academic week to go and I am done with my Year One Semester Three. Again, time flew very fast. I will be ending my first year very soon. 2 more years to go before my degree ends. I am sure many tough assignments are waiting for me.

Back to the topic.Week 13 Wednesday. I just finished my Pengajian Malaysia's presentation today. Me and my groupmates flew through the presentation as we only had 20 minutes to present. A total of 44 slides to present in 20 minutes. Very short time I would say. Anyways, it had passed. Basically, almost all my assignments and presentations were done except for 2 more which are EMC presentation and also RBC assignment. Presentation will be on this coming Friday and RBC is next Tuesday.

It was a relief that after most of it were done. I did not get to blog is also because of all the assignments and mid terms that bother me so much. I could hardly rest enough, about 5 hours per night I would say. And of course, it was also because of me, myself who delayed the work so much. Being a procrastinator is not a good thing at all. I do not know why, I lost my passion of studying and and the passion of making an assignment perfect. All I would do and think is "Aiya..okla okla..don't care so much la.As long as got hantar enough already." Yeah, that is the me now. Can someone tell me why?

Let's talk about the events I am handling now. The first one will be the Charity Show 2010 which is held on this Friday from 4-6 pm. Rehearsals will be going on Saturday and also Sunday morning. Due to this, I have to ffk Joel this Saturday for his drama screening in UTAR. And I have not tell him yet. The second event will be Film Fest. A festival which we encourage students to shoot a short video and submit to us for evaluation. Finalists get to evaluated by Ho Yu Hang and also the director for Woohoo~. This Fest will be somewhere in June. The third event will be my Blood Drive on June. This is the second time I will be organising it. Last time, we had 250 students and hopefully we have more this semester since this is a big intake.

Speaking of events, I joined a senior production as their talent. I acted as a "Sleeping Beauty".ekekeke... At first, I were very excited though. When time went by, I started to have the feeling of quiting it. But thank goodness, I did not. It was a very good experience actually. I got to meet new friends, and experience the pressure of getting things right. And the outcome were pretty good though I did felt nervous like them. Pictures can be found from my Facebook acc.

I think that will be updates in this 2 months basically. Still surviving anyway. I will try to update more often..hopefully..

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Gong Xi Gong Xi!!!

I hope it's not too late for me to wish everyone
Happy Chinese New Year!!
(though I personally felt that it's actually very late). Sorry for being very late as I suffered mild pressure from assignments and their due dates. They are the silent killers!!Yes, they are...


Well, I celebrated this year's CNY at home.

On the first day of CNY, of course angpao from the parents.Happiest moment ever!!Then, the whole family had our steamboat lunch together. I know some of you must be thinking why on earth we had steamboat when the weather outside was freaking hot. Don't ask me why as it is not my idea.





On the same day, it's Valentine's Day!!woohoo..I'm glad that I could celebrate it with baby with a simple lunch at Pyramid. We went to Hert'z Chicken Buffet. I had my lunch earlier but still I ate some there.So fun okay..It's festive season and it's all about food. Then, baby and I went for some short shopping. I almost bought a cardigan from Cotton On. It was the last piece and I found out that it's a lil bit faulty, so end up putting it back.So sad okay??I like it so much but could not own it.

Later at night, went back to Pyramid again to watch this...


I would say not bad only. Too many celebrities in one movie so each of them only appear on screen for a short time.


On the second day, I was at home with my eldest sister. Practically I'm alone at home because my sis went for a date. My parents and 2 sisters returned to dad's hometown at Kampar. Volunteer to wash the clothes as I know if mum found out that I am not doing anything eventhough I am at home, sure kena scold by her. So better did it. Oh ya, had McD for lunch with sis earlier. Wonderful huh?Baru CNY day 2 makan McD..hahhahaha..When I was at home alone blast stereo then eat and sleep..heheheh..


Day 3- Watch True Legend with family. Great movie.I know I am not a good movie critic, so better don't trust me. Watch it yourself. Hehehe..experience the kung fu..


Day 4- Watched 2 movies on the same day. One at day time and another at night.Hebat or not??

This was funnier compared to earlier 72 tenants of prosperity.



All's Well End's Well 2010


I prefer this more than True Legend but family said they like that more...
hahhaha...so weird..


Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Combo updates



Forgotten to announce that I have a new hair cut!!

Location 1: Crop Studio, Kuchai Lama






These were taken right after the job done by Wei Wei, my hairstylist. Like it??

Location 2: 1 Utama

Went to 1Utama last few weeks. I knew these should be posted earlier but I could not find time to do it. And now here it is....


Old Asia cafe







Our appertiser

Bi's nasi lemak with rendang


My Vietnamese Chicken chop something...





Both of us were satisfied with the meals there that we even chamwhore in the cafe.


Then, later that night we went to LCCT with another friend to fetch our friend's gf.

Location 3: LCCT

The sign read "Ketibaan Antarabangsa"..yes..we were at the correct place...



                      
3 of us..hong, bi and me

                          
waiting and waiting and I asked them to take picture..hehe

                              
hi!!it's me..just checking out appearance
Location 4: Asia Cafe

                   

nah..give u all see the other couple..hehe..she is freaking cute right??

Her name is Xue Xin, currently in Taiwan reading Psychology*thumbs up*

Location 5: Oversea Restaurant, Subang Parade



   
Isn't she cute and adorable??Her name is Tiffany...


My little niece..Trisha...
P/s : Trisha + Tristen + Tiffany are siblings..

These were taken while we were on the way to the wedding lunch




wakakaka...^^


3rd aunt and I

P/p/s: above locations did not happened in one day, event though some did.hehe..sorry for the combo updates due to lack of time + lazy to elaborate much

Shall end the post with my pictures...hehe..




Good night people!

I am not okay

To do list is mounting high again. Yes! Again and again. I know that I should use my blogging time for some other purpose but I think I really need a place to pour out my feelings.

On Monday, it will mark the fourth week of my semester but I still don't feel satisfied with myself. I do not know what is happening to me. It seems like everything has changed alot even my brain changed. I hardly get any ideas for assignment topics and seriously I am not in a good state of mind. My brain got jam somewhere inside and I could not figure out anything better. What I gave for my excuse is "I am still in my holiday mood". I know it sounded very ridiculous and childish simply because I did not had a proper holiday during my last semester break. So how can I still in holiday mood right?

I seriously do not know what had happened to me recently. I have no inspirations at all, not even for a simple topic for English for Mass Comm's class. I just kept quiet in class, sitting at the far corner of the class hearing what Mr David talked. I told myself to come up with more topics and email to him if I could. But end up I did nothing.Nothing. And I forgot about it. 

Radio broadcasting class is very new to me. Especially the gadgets thingy. I knew nothing about them. I saw other friends handling it well. Not for me. Mr Maken asked me "Are you okay?" and I replied I am okay.But deep in my heart I am not okay at all. Everything is very new to me and I am so afraid that I could not handle it well. Assignments are pilling up. Scripts to write and recording to be done. Yet, I am here typing all these. 

I admit that Mr Satar is an awesome lecturer. He expected us to be very informative in current news no matter national or international news so that we could quote examples to what we learn. And here, I am afraid again that I could not meet his expectations. 24 hours is not enough for me. I wish to have longer time for me to use.

Psychology is a subject which has a lot of reading to do. I do not like reading but I still have to do it. It is mainly about biology and my weakness come floating to me and haunt me again.

I am not sure whether I am able to do it and am I strong enough to go through it.I am not sure. Its getting tougher and tougher and I really need the strength for me to continue my journey. As usual, there are always something to pull your confidence down. And I think the stress is taking over my confidence. I guess I worried too much.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

A date with bestie

Warning!!
The content should be blogged way earlier but then I am just too lazy to upload pictures, but here I am here tonight to blog about it.

One fine day(It's actually my MC day)hahahha..I am taking medical leave but I was out for an outing with my bestie, Misha. She took A levels in TARC and now she is in holiday. Basically, she is waiting for her results la..She finished her course and yet do not know what course to continue.

Let me introduce to you...Misha..



Eyes damn big right??I'm so jealous...lol




We were in McDonald's Times Square for a quick lunch before going on for shopping...weee...

We were walking and walking around the mall but then I couldn't find what I want. I even withdrew money for some shopping but end up nothing.Empty handed home. Disappointed lol... I actually bought a cardigan for her for her advance birthday gift!!Happy happy..




Let's compare the eyes..Mine is so small and her's are damn BIG..Gosh...It's us in the monorail while on the way home.

It's been so long time never went out for a date with her.Finally, we had the chance. Cough also I don't care. Die die must go see her..hehe^^Shared many stories. These reminds me of going back to our high school before we headed to TS. We met some teachers who taught us before like Pn Khor, Pn Rani and Pn Suhana. They are the angels behind us who guided us all this while. Of course they were so surprised to see us there. And we were excited too upon stepping back on the school ground. Flash back of childhood memories I would say, made us missed high school so much. Would love to go back to Form 4 if I were given the chance.

High school life and uni life are so much different from each other. I think I prefer high school more except for the dress code and those morning assemblies. We were prefects in those days and every week we have to arrange chairs for the teachers to sit. And when the assembly ended, we are the ones who keep them back. Other prefects will just buat bodoh and walked off. Those days...I still remembered that we used to stalk our seniors when we were in Form 2.Hahaha..Great moments. Miss her accompany so much. We would do everything together. When you see her, you will see me.

Can I go back to high school again??

Saturday, January 16, 2010

How do I spent my holidays

Hi everyone!!I have been very busy lately for the past few weeks. I resigned from TR, as in resigned seriously, and I do not plan to continue working there anymore. Returned their uniforms and apron, and in return, I got their new promo T-shirt!!yahoo..happy happy.

January 10 was my last day. It was the tradition actually to kena mandi by dirty water, sauces and stuff. But, I managed to escape from it. Thank god!phew...Unfortunately, I still kena wheep cream from my colleague.Terrible,huh? I had it on my bag, my hair, and my jacket. It was like ewww...Yeah..that marked the last day for me to work in TR.

I am relieved and feel quite sad at the same time actually. Relieved because I do not have to face that manager anymore. Sad because I have to leave a working environment that I had get used to it ever since 2007. Like what my colleague said, it is very sad to hear that I am leaving because I knew most of the thing there. I knew how to manage certain guest's behaviour, knew what I am suppose to do in different situations and stuff like that. I have adapt to TR's culture since 2 years ago and I knew what is happening around, but still I decided to leave the company due to some reasons.

The main reason is because I could not depend on bf all the time to fetch me from work every night as I understand he will be very tired too after a day of hectic work. That is why I lost my sole accommodation when I have to work till late night. Secondly is because, mummy always worries about my safety when travelling home. I feel bad to make mummy waiting for me all the time as in every night. Thirdly is because my stupid superior who thinks that he is very great and correct all the time. I do not understand why would he behave in such a way. Ever since he take charge of hostess, I do not like it. He gave plenty of unnecessary jobs for us to do. Imagine every day you have to do 100 flyers and tied them up with ribbons. As in everyday you have to do it. Plus, getting our guest's email add is actually his duty as a manager to do it. Why on earth he passed the job to hostess??Very unreasonable right??Why don't we replace you as the manager then?He actually told one of my colleague that he is lazy to do it, so find hostess do it. Whenever we fail to get 10 email add per day, he will write on the board "Where is my email add for the past xx days?"Like WTF right? Why can't he just ask us? He can't speak is it??Or he is simply no manners at all?I do not find a reason to actually speak to him. Once, I had a fight with him. I swear that he is the first manager that I fought with. He said, "No no no..don't talk shit with me."I was like Fuck u,man".I replied, you also don't talk shit with me. How can you believe that those words are actually from that fucker?When you want people to respect you, you have to first respect others. Agree?? Since then, I spoke nothing to him. Don't think that I do not know what he is trying to do. He is manipulating other hostess to respect him first so that he will respect them.Isn't  that like shit?Did he ever know that without hostess to bring in guests, sales will not come in. Without the sales, your salary will not be paid.

So, Please RESPECT THE HOSTESS like you respect yourself. Authoritarian system is no longer working...Its DEMOCRATIC NOW, for god sake. I hate that kind of people. Think that he is very smart but actually he is the loser. Why I met him in my life??Gosh....The main reason I leave earlier is all because of HIM, that idiot!!!

Let's forget about him. For the past three days, I was in uni to do my orientation. I was in charge of mass call. But it seems like I did nothing. So sorry Vimal. But still I would like to thank everyone for helping mass call dept. that make it a succeed. Special thanks to Sunny who lent his tilam for me, Maggie, Ann who be the oathtakers, Jane who help me find so many helpers, all pretty girls who be my helpers, Alvin and Zi Yang who rush up and down, Ruth, Ed, San san who made the sound system awesome.Thanks to everyone to whom I did not mention your names here, but your help is highly appreciated!!!





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Today is Saturday and tomorrow is Sunday. It is time for semester 3 to begin...

Night everyone.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

First post in 2010

Okay.My blog is dead.But I'm Not.Don't worry.Everyone did their wrapping post about 2009.Opppsss.I din.It's already 6 January now.It's 2010.Weee...happy happy.Currently I'm taking 2 days  3 days *to be precise* of medical leave. 1 day is actually my off day okay? Currently I am unwell with cough. Few days ago I had very terrible headache that made me giving up on work again.Yes, again. While on my way to Mid Valley, I experienced very terrible pain that almost kill me for that. I was thinking, should I go for work or just went home and called back I wanted to take MC? The thoughts of being a responsible person made me back off from the while thoughts. Thinking that no one else to do closing on that day, so I went for work. First few hours were terrible. No matter how I still have to smile whenever the guests came to dine in. Last few hours were okay. Perhaps, my body knew that I will be home very soon. Smart body, huh? I went on coughing for few nights. My parents were awake because of my cough. Felt so guilty about it.But I could not resist to cough. Because of that also, I had sleepless nights. I was coughing until 3 am plus then only I settled down a lil' bit to catch some rest.

Had a bad start for new year for me, don't I? Forget about all that. Let's see what is my plan for today. An old friend called me up just now. She is waiting for her results now, so I thought, why not we go out tomorrow?And she said okay!hahaha... Initial plan is meeting up at IOI Mall only for lunch and have a long chat over there. Since I need to shop for some new clothes for class, so I tagged her along with me to go Times Square for some shopping. Happy happy!!She is my besties ok?

Shopping list:
1. Dress- casual and dinner
2. Pants/ jeans
3. Tops
4.Shoes- if I can't resist because I just bought one the other day
5. Bag- maybe
6. Shoe rack
7. Bookshelf
8. Rack for mum
9. Closet

p/s: item 6-9 is from Ikea.lol..I'm actually checking some cool stuff from their website.Wanted to create some small corner in mum's room for my use.hehe..parent's room is damn big okay??