Me, Myself and I

I do not know how to start my story. I know it's been sometime since I last scribbled on the blog. I have too much things to think and consider about. Probably it's just me who think too much and only just think about it and not how to solve things up. Well, apart from all the endless assignments which I am having right now I do have other relationship matters to think about. I am having a persuasive speeh this coming Wednesday yet I have not prepare anything for it yet. I am  suppose to checked my to-do list by tonight but I decided to spare some time for myself to blog because I think I should pour things out here rather than just sharing things around with my besties.

So, first and foremost, I finally got my Samsung Galaxy Note from John. Yay! It's about 2 weeks old now. It's white in colour with a red pouch. I'll try to upload some pictures when I am really free. Secondly, I requested for a temporary break with John after 7 years of relationship. I know you will definitely ask me why and why after 7 years. I guess I started the relationship wayyyy tooo early and I think differently back then. I guess I am too naive too believe that having him is like having the world. All I need is him to be with me and everything will be just fine. Call me naive then. He did asked me about the same thing few years back but I rejected him and said I could not do it. So we didn't. And after I asked him for it, he told me that he could sense this coming one day, it's just that he do not know when. So the question came on last Friday.

At first, he was in a bad mood. Things just changed drastically and the night itself, he changed his relationship status and posted up a new post on his wall. Of course, I was a lil' intimidated with his move and I was disturbed by it because we decided to officially start after our 7th anniversary. And how could he just changed like that? I decided to call him up and just to clear things off because I do not want him to be emotional and sad.

Smartly enough he could guessed my main objective of the temporary breakup. And of course I do have others but I just did not tell him so much about it. One of it is because I really want both of us to upgrade ourselves and do what we always wanted to do without putting each other as priority. He might not put me as priority in career wise but I guess it happens on me. So I think it applies to me more. Another thing is about me as well. I need to find out do I really into him or just plain too used to it. I know this might be very cruel to him because we've been 7 years together and suddenly I thought about that.

I guess it's a right choice to take this move. To be a wiser me and really consider what I enjoy and like and all about myself. I hope I can do it. To adapt to this sudden change I need more time to put things aside and only care about myself. It's time to be me, myself and I.

Gong Xi Gong Xi!!

Hello!!

First of all...Happy Chinese New Year!

May everyone have a great dragon year ahead blessed with health, happiness and wealth!!

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year and endless of wishes and messages are being sent to almost everyone I knew

I'm glad that I am part of it *wink wink*

Well, sadly I am still in KL and most of my friends are in their respective hometowns already

And they are sharing their stories with me right now about how the kampung mood that they are having

Make me felt so jealous right now

Because I am seriously desperately in need of a kampung feel that can enhance my CNY mood

Well, it only happens once in a year right?

I just can't wait to go back to Kampar tomorrow!!

I know this may be the first time ever that I said that

I hope it's not too late for that

Because I'm so sick of being a KL girl and yet I know nothing about Chinese traditions

And most important, celebrate Chinese New Year like a true Chinese.

All I had for the past years were just simplified versions of it

And if I were given an opportunity, I would like to celebrate for at least once in a true festive mood and more CNY mood and more CNY environment.

Please help me to make my dream come true!

Anyway, received 2 big angpows from the parents just now.

When the clock struck 12am, I quickly ran down to wish my parents "Gong Hei Fatt Choi" 

and gave them a big hug

And there goes my angpow on my hands..Teehhee...

Will post pictures when I have my whole collections of it XD

Will be slightly busy during the day time

Will try to update more on the blog when I have time

Gong Hei Fatt Choi!!

Lots of love,

Mandy

Final Chapter

16th Jan 2012 marked the first day of my final semester in UTAR Broadcasting

As usual, assignments will bombard-ed straight right to our faces

5 last subjects  to kill and then I will graduate in the middle of the year

Since it's CNY and it's the first week of the semester, usually all tutorials won't be held

So, I am pretty free I would say

Classes starts as early as 8 am and I would be able to finish my classes around noon

Except for certain days which I will have class until 4.30pm

Say Goodbye to clear highways and hello to traffic jams!

Assignments are getting tougher but unfortunately, I do not have the full focus to start off with the assignments

Shall not mention about starting them

I don't feel like reading the instructions

I am superbly lazy..GOSH!!

Heading off to Pyramid tomorrow for a movie date with a friend

Hopefully after that I will be hardworking back and start off my research

Because the subjects are tough to score

Got to put more effort in it!

Got to go now..Will be back for more updates : )

12.01.12

Hello!I'm back to blogging...

This is the recent me. I know I'm getting chubbier

I'm trying my very best to slim back :(

Probably is my period time that results with the bloated tummy

Had been working for the past two days

Did not manage to sleep well the night before because the first job I had to work the whole day

Only managed to rest at 1.30am

And the second job I have to reach Concorde Hotel at freaking 8am

I have to be awake and leave Bukit Jalil station by 6.30am

I only get to rest for about 5 hours and not even a solid 5 hours

Why?Because I'm too worried that I will be late for the Dell's job :(

With my sleepy face, I board the train and reach Concorde at 7.50am. Thank God I wasn't late

I thought Desmond would be mad at me but I realise that he is very fun to talk with

He's a very friendly person and able to chat anything with

Also feel very blessed that the clients are very friendly too

Everything went smoothly and they  make my job more fun

Thank you very much to all!

Met up with 6 pretty girls in "Car of the Year Award 2011"

But did not talk much to them

One is because they are always among them and two, I felt so low confidence when with them

Because they are so gorgeous and me .... Sigh 

So much differences between me and them

Shall pamper myself with more beauty products

Looking for sponsors...anyone??

Teehee... :-P

: )

My second last Sunday before the semester starts is going to an end.

Crap...

Had a shopping day with second sister in Pyramid today

Product of the shopping day?

A pair of Levi's jeans and 3 undies LOL

Don't know what to buy else

So that's the only things for me

: )

Not much of shopping urge

Perhaps another or two casual dresses then I will be done for the CNY shopping

I don't need heels so many

Another flats perhaps?

Let's see if I have more cash or some sponsorship :D

Tomorrow is another brand new day

Maybe I shall decorate my house if I am not heading out for shopping in Times Square

Is casual dress available in TS and suits my taste??

Got to work on Tuesday and it's time to earn some cash back

Bless me for that because I don't really know the place

But boyfie said he can come fetch me after work

Awww..so sweet of him : )

Since he is always the driver for me, maybe I shall pamper him something

What to get him ya?