B.O.R.E.D.O.M

I am extremely bored. OMG.

It's just another week that the final semester of my uni life will starts.

So what should I do next week so that I don't feel wasted?

*Wondering*

Shopping?Sleeping?Clubbing?Drinking?

Hahahahaa...

Too much of thinking...

LOL

Alcoholic not good for body, 

Shopping pulak no money yet...

*Smack forehead*

Apa mau buat??

Help me...

And it's freaking hot in my house...

I don't want to stay at home either

Keluar rumah mesti spend money

Sigh

By the way, don't have to worry about what I've posted before. 

I may be a little angry during that time,but usually I will feel good after a sleep over.

That's a usual me...

Thanks for concerning about me baby Ruth :)

*Hearts you*

Ohh, boyfie will get the smartphone for me soon but I might have to wait for it probably after CNY because Samsung factory ran out of stock for my dream phone

Well, at least I knew that he did not forget what he promised me <3

Everything is getting better now

It's because I had a very different mindset right now

You might think that I will be thinking too far but I personally think it's not

Look, I'm basically 22 right now

And I wanted to get married before 30, roughly about 27-29

I'm basically left with 5 -7 years...

It's less than a decade and I'm going to get married

Time flies very fast, trust me.

And you know once you need to get married alot of expenses needed to pay

Things get worse when a baby is on his/ her way out

You got to plan so so so much for them

Because of all these, when parents don't have the sufficient money for it

Life will be very tough then

So, in order to prevent all these from happening,

I don't mind sacrificing whatever holidays for a better future

All I got to do is ensure that all my sacrifices are worth it.

I did not say holidays are not good nor wasting

It could be done when we have extra budget for it

When we have extra budget, then we could spend happier with no worries

Why I said all these is because the other I followed Rachel to my cousin sister's house

One is preggie and one is a mother of two

So, most of their topics are usually what they had to prepare for the new born and etc etc

The list is countless, man

From there, I have a new perspective in life

Instead of demanding for more, why don't I treasure whatever I could afford first because married life is gona be very tough

Holidays for now tak pe la...

I can go when I have better financial stability : )

Cheers~ ~ ~

A lazy day

Oh no, Oh shit OMG!

I did nothing benificial today!!

Except for driving the Highness and meet up with my sis

And the rest is left with nap, and sync-ing the ipod shufffle

What a great day to end...

I'm such a lazy pig

Call me a lazy pig please

I still want to go for shopping but no money yet

How to do shopping like that?

How?how?How?

Hopefully I will be hardworking tomorrow to clean my working table 

and do some minor spring cleaning since CNY is approaching

Speaking about CNY

Where to head during the holidays?

Dad said might be heading back to Kampar for one day

One day only??

I don't want my CNY to be one day only...

Tell me what to do

Will I be able to go on a trip with boyfie?

Let's pray...

Hard time

I just got back from my yum char session with boyfie and kit. As usual, they will be talking about car-related stuff but this time is a lil' different than usual. They are talking about Bill Gates and whatever possessions that he has. What the fuck are you trying to figure out how much he would spend in one day and trying to calculate how much one day a person can burn his money?Does that really matters to you? If it is, then go ahead with it and figure out. Waste more time on it then. Why don't you use the time to think and figure out how much should you earn in a year?Isn't that more beneficial?

All these made me think back, instead of figuring out people's matter, can you actually fulfill my wishes and your promises? I do not want to state what promises you made and it clearly shows that you are not fulfilling it yet. Even it is after years promises had been made. Renewals have been done several times and the foolish me accept it and thought you would really able to surprise me and looks like again I am being disappointed. 

I may not need you to get me something big or expensive. Would a short trip with me really that time consuming?And everytime I made a request to have a short trip, it's either you would say you can't take long holidays or you are out of budget. I'm seriously sick of all those reasons. Can you give me better reasons in the future?

There are several times before that I am really not satisfied with you and everytime I try to comfort myself by thinking on your shoes. You are great, man. You never fail to make me cry everytime I think about what you had done for me throughout these years. It's very sad to tell my love story out. 

I do not blame you if you said you can't have trip with me because I'm still schooling but I am already grown up  now, I'm in the uni and you are working. What is it so hard to go for a trip? Out of budget all the time? Can't take holidays? The company won't be able to function without you? Tell me about it.

You promised me to get me a smartphone. I did not request for it. When you popped the question up, I am really happy that you offered me. I did felt happy. You postpone it for the first time, and I believe you that you will be able to make it the next time. Is alright for me at that time until you renewed you promise that God knows how many times of it and yet promise remains as a promise. I felt very disappointed until the extend of forgetting about the promise you made and go on with my life. And then you ignite it back and gave me a new choice between two models. And again, I am fucking happy and I really believe that my dream will come true soon. At first, I really thought I do not want to burden you with the amount and you tell me it is fine because you already promised earlier and you have allocated money for it. It's new year already and I thought my dream of having a smartphone become reality until the day I texted you my choice of phone. You replied you are out of budget again. Then what the fuck are you promising me earlier? Is that how you treat me? Playing roller-coaster is it?Was is it fun to you?

I do not expect returns from you but truly deeply thinking back how did we celebrated our anniversaries together?Birthdays?Occasions? I really did not expect much from you but at least, a fucking at least, wishes me sincerely and show me that you really care and love me.A card at least or perhaps spend more quality time with me!!Instead of just meet up and at most movie and dinner and then we are back home. What the fuck!!! I need more than that. All that are plain stupid alright? I am not saying that you are not good but would it harm you if you show me more love and care so that I can feel that I am being appreciated? Love and care don't need money to buy, all you got to do is show me with your sincere heart. I am just another simple girl who loves to be pampered and showered with love and gifts.

You have been working for quite some time and I did not interupt your job problems because I know you can handle them. You mentioned about how you don't like your job and what the fuck are you still there for?And years of working you don't have budget for short trip?And what the fuck are you being a hero for purchasing the Regza in your fucking room? As if you are fucking free at night and would stay home to watch it. 

I think on your shoes all the time and would you think for me for once??

My lil' wish list

While waiting boyfie to fetch me, I decided to blog a lil'. 

I had a sudden crave to go for movies and also road trips!!

LOL.

I know it's very normal for some of you.

But for me, road trips are very rare to me.

So sad kan?

Wanted to ajak friends go movie today

But I'm too lazy to move and plus, friends are not available.

So just stayed home and rest.

I literally took my long nap from duno what time till 6pm

OMG

I'm such a pig, man.

Call me a pig please.

Yes, I do admit that.

I wish to go for road trips.

I'm serious about that actually.

I have been longing for one don't know from when till now 

And I haven't been to one which I really enjoyed

Road trips...can I minus the hot weather and add on more delicious food to the list?

But...but...

I haven't gain back my original voice

until now okay?FML man

It's been a week + and I've been such a good girl for taking all my medicines

and I'm not 100% recover...

HOW?

I want to go for road trips!!!

Desperately...

Boyfie is on his way.Got to go now..

Will come back to blog later if I still have something in mind...

Ciao... XOXO

2012

Happy New Year!It's the 2nd January now and it's the last day of my event job in HN for Maverick. Well, I would say there are good and bad times and I really learnt a lot during these period. And I do feel thankful that I did not accept the emcee job for the second spot. It has widen my life experiences in new things in life.

That's the good part and now is the bad part of it. Second day already felt disappointed with something. I thought it was as planned earlier and I really wish that I would receive it before the CNY. But looks like its another disappointment. Too bad then....